Why me?

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I kept thinking about what was going on and the only things going through my head was 'why me? why now? what did I do to piss of the god of the world or the god of one sided love? why do I have to suffer??'

I zoned out throughout class thinking the same thing over and over the question of 'Why?' constantly in my head, and C/N right there in front of me, almost like he was taunting me.

'Oh no... no no no no!!' I fought the urge to cough up the petals, the damn petals!

I quickly put a hand over my mouth, my shoulders shook as I held in what little coughs I could.

I felt as if I was choking, I couldn't breathe, thoughts raced through my head 'Am I going to die!?' 'When will this end!??' I could feel tears stinging my eyes as I kept my mouth covered.

I'm scared.

As suddenly as it came, it was gone. Just like that.

I uncovered my mouth still keeping my hands cupped and seen the petals, they were beautiful flowers covered in beautiful shades of C/E/C (crushes eye color)

I quickly put the petals into my bag and looked up to see C/N peeking back at me, I felt heat rise to my cheeks in embarrassment.

"Hey, are you alright Y/N?" he whispered to me "O-oh- yes... I'm fine..." I whispered back putting a stray strand of my hair behind my ear "Wh-why do you ask?" I questioned.

He stared at me with a blank expression before replying "You looked like you were holding in some pretty bad coughs."

thump thump-

"Oh! I-im fine now-" I looked at the notes we were supposed to be taking and avoided eye contact with C/N, too afraid of him finding out.

he turned back to the front of the class, but little did I know... he was sinisterly smiling.

Okkk I'm sorry it's super short and it took me forever but I was busy!! I moved and then I'm moving again so... yeah...

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