Secure and Confused

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Hi, I'm Jessica but most people call me Jessi or Jess. I'm a really secretive person. Most people and friends see me as a cheerful person, but their wrong I'm a troubled person. I self-harm and only five of my friends know that know and now six. I love punk, emo, screamo, and Christian Bands (music). They teach me to not find love, because most of the time one person gets played while the other doesn't know, but ends up finding out to late and gets hurt. And some say that love is powerful and must be cared and carefully used and sometimes there is the right person. Anyways I'm in 7th grade middle of year made it through one part with one crush but got over him in 1-2 months, his name was Joey. I liked him but noticed that he wasn't my type, was sort of a player, and was a flirt. So I got over him. Now we have only two or three days left of school. There's a boy named Ashton. I've sort of go a little feeling for him. He's not perfect ,but nobody's perfect and he's the closest person to my perfect boy. He's dirty minded but not to much, protective, secure, tall, good - looking, and

just dreamy. But I'm nor sure if I fall in love and he's the one or just another player.

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