It's getting worse. All I really see when I see my legs is scars and cuts. It gets worse at home then at school. I don't want vacation. School is where I get to be free from my demons in mind. I cry myself to sleep. I see more blood and blood every day. I can't decide if I should even be living. The question I keep asking myself is how can you be alive and dead at the same time? But I think I see the answer has already been there. It's me. I'm dead and alive. But how? I need help. There's just so much to see and do and ask. Like, is true love even real? What do people really think of me? Will I ever stop? Will the voices in my head leave me? I don't know. Maria, a helpful friend is someone that I can trust, also Loreena, and Allysa, and Maddie, and Valerie. But there's still so much I hide from them.im a Hider . I hide in rhe shadows. I can tell what's wrong with them at times , but just don't let them know that. What wrong with me? How can I fix the mess inside of me? Do I really like Japheth. I feel safe around him, like he's always there for me even when he's not. I'm going psycho. Why would I feel safe around i barely know, barely talk to. I guess i feel like he can read mind like when he looks at me it's as if he's inside my head getting all my secrets and keeps them.
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The Hider and The Protector
RandomA girl who self-harms is really good at hiding her true self, but falls in love with a really cute boy, but he can be a little inappropriate at times, protective and that's what she loves about him. She knows it's bad for her to fall in love but, it...
