I can't remember when i was born
When i went to school on day 1
Or neither the faces of anyone.
I realised my memories are fading
Like leaves in autumn are shedding
I can barely remember what happened yesterday.
Was i doing fine or just okay
I forgot when my mother hugged me last time
Maybe she never did or its just something that i don't remember at this time
There are things my friends say about me and i can't recall.
Like visiting the zoo for the first time
How bad i cried ..maybe i forgot it all.
I thought about plastering my memories as pictures on my wall
But it didn't seem to work at all.
Looking at those happy smiling faces
I forgot what i was searching for
I only kept looking at my flaws
That day i learnt something it's not my mind that keep forgetting
It's just my timid scared heart keep reminding me
How cruel memories are...they remind you what doesn't exist anymore..the criticise you for what you were and then sometimes they make you realise that you've gotten old .
That's why i decided to forget it all
Closed the door behind me and turned the lights off.
Now I'm safe and sound
But how did i ever forgot it all...i still am astound .
Alo_vars
