I don't want to lie
But sometimes I want to die
Everything keeps on happening over and over again I wonder why
Feel like there is a child in me that just wants to cry
I can't sleep
I'm afraid I might be into deep
I'm writing this because I don't know what to say
Because I really don't want to be on this planet today
My body is tired and I just want to runaway
I've become so used to saying I'm okay
Acting like I don't give a fuck day by day
Lately all I feel is doom
Feeling dead inside my body is my tomb
These days I've been feeling so sick
Like I'm trying to fight but I honestly just want to scream and kick
Where has my confidence gone
Writing sad shit like I'm obsessed with a sad song
Keep on dealing with this I don't know how long
Or how much I can take
Because everything feels fake
Feeling like I'm sinking to the bottom of a deep lake
Drowning
Shouting
But nobody can hear as I can feel how fast my heart is pounding
Drowning
Sometimes I just feel so alone
I don't know always felt like a kid without a home
Let me be cliché,Like a dog without a bone
Feel like I'm getting thrown
With rocks I can feel each pebble and stone
I have a lot of potential but this makes me feel like I'm a king sitting on a on burning throne
Feeling the flames as every last part of me starts to burn
How long will this misery last because life without this burdens is what I yearn
Maybe it will stop but I'm just waiting like it's my turn
How can I stop this that's something that I always struggle to learn
Drowning I keep on fucking drowning
