Today will be sharing one of my sexual assault stories from when I was around 6 or maybe 4 I was being babysat by my older cousin who is now 23 and me being an idiot kid I was when he was maybe sixteen I think I don't really remember he said he would give me candy if I sat on his lap and let him put his hand down my pants... I didn't realize he was bad at first until I reached the age of 11.. I was traumatized he did it multiple times I never liked it but no one ever pressed charges because I was way too scared because of my anxiety and I've already had went into a panic attack before because of how stressed I was and I wasn't able to breathe because of this and because of this incident I never knew it was wrong until I was pretty much 11 but I knew for sure right now want it when I was 10 and now I have emotional scars and me not knowing better let other people touch me and I didn't even know it was bad at the time.. heh I'm pretty fucked up in the head but I still try to be normal no matter what I don't tell anyone about anything I always want to cry no matter what my eyes always hurt my throat always hurts I can barely breathe most of the time because of how much I cry I'm too scarred it hurt me too much I can't handle it I've been insulted too much because of this I've been emotionally scarred and I can never go back to the child I used to be....
(I'm sorry if there are spelling errors I'm not typing right now and I'm using my microphone so if there's any typing errors blame my microphone is Siri's I'm going to be honest right now it's just going to be dedicated to stories that have happened to me in the past good and bad ones.)
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My Storys~Auther
Non-FictionI'm going to be sharing my stories of a bad childhood things that I have went through when I was younger and things I am going through because of it (good and bad)
