The Day My Life Began

Stupid Decisions

Chapter Three: Stupid Decisions

I walked in Dimitri's house, the smell of smoke hits me like a punch in the chest.

"Hey, Matt is here right?". I ask nervously.

Dimitri stepped closer to me, his breath reeks of smoke, but I can't yell at him about it. Marijuana is legalized in Ohio now.

"Yeah he is.." He put his arm on my shoulder. He handed me a baggie, which had about a gram of weed in it.

"So, you want me to smoke with you?" I said with a smile.

"Yup, you're always fun to get blazed with."

I snickered. He handed me his glass bowl and I packed it.

"You got a lighter?" I asked him, while he was already zoned out.

"What? Oh yeah. Here."

I lit the bowl and inhaled.

"Oh shit, I hate doing this but it gets my mind off things." I said, noticing him watching me with his seductive eyes.

"That's the only reason I do it." He whispered, stepping close to me, and looks into my eyes.

"Oh shit, I feel it, man."

"My stuff is amazing. You know, I broke up with Anna for you, right?" He kissed my neck, he knows that's my hotspot.

"I heard.. People are telling me not to get with you.." I felt his hand touching my leg.

"Don't listen to them. I actually like you."

He kissed me, and of course I kissed back. I liked him a lot. Regardless of what people say. We fell on the bed and kept kissing. I have to admit, he is a good kisser.

He kissed my neck again. He put his hand up my shirt and I moaned. He took his shirt off and his amazing abs were showing.

I woke up. My shirt was off and my pants were undone. So was his.

"Oh my gosh. Dimitri wake up!" I whispered in shock.

He jolted awake. "What?"

"Uh.. What did we do?"

"We had sex.. Can't you remember?"

"We WHAT?" I jumped up and stared at him .

I put my shirt back on quickly and checked the time.

8:36 PM.

Shit. "Did you have a condom on?" I asked nervously.

"Yeah I did." He rolled off the bed and stood up infront of me.

"Oh, alright. But why the fuck did we do that?!"

"We were stoned."

"Ugh."

I feel so disgusting. I feel like a whore, which I was not. I had no self-control.

"Hey, Mandy?"

I looked up at him.

"Yeah?"

"Will you be my girlfriend?"

I was speechless. Does he really like me? I thought.

"Yes.. Dimitri I would love to be your girlfriend."

"Okay. That's cool." He smiled at me with that cute half-smile.

"I gotta head home. My mom is probably worried sick about me. I'll talk to you later. Tell Matt I said hey."

"Alright." He kissed me.

I ran home, and saw my mom waiting in the driveway.

"Amanda Marie Molek! I've been worried about you!" She shouted as she hugged me.

"Mom, I'm 17, almost 18. I can worry about myself." I said, sounding kind of bitchy.

She looked at me suspiciously. "Is there something you should tell me?" She crossed her arms.

My face flushed red. "No. I'm tired. That's all." I walked into the house with her following me.

"I'm sorry sweetie, I've just been a little bit messed up lately." She started to tear up, and she hugged me once more.

"Mom I'm sorry.. So have I.. But the good news is you still have Ashley, and by the time she's 16 the war might be over.

"I know hun, but.. just go upstairs. I don't want you to see my like this."

I trotted up the stairs.

I need to call Maria.

I grabbed my phone, and ironically she is calling me.

"Hello? Maria?"

"Manda.. I'm sorry for not talking to you in a while.."

"It's okay. I've got to tell you something, but you got to swear not to tell anyone."

"I swear. Now what's up?"

"Well.. I was at Dimitri's and I got high.. and we kind of.. um.. had sex.."

"You guys WHAT?"

"That's what I said.. I feel so.. disgusting.. and we are dating now. He asked me to be his girlfriend today."

"Ugh.. Mandy you know what he's going to do.."

"You don't know that. You always assume everything." I said sassy.

"What has he done to you before? The same damn thing. You never learn."

That angered me.

"He fucking changed, and all you do is criticize him and you never even talk to him before. I thought I could talk to you about this without you bitching about it but I guess I was wrong. Bye."

Well, that shows who I can really trust now.