Reaction || j.jk + k.th

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a/n: thank u so much to those who are still reading and voting 🥰

taehyung no you are not crying for him. you aren't gonna cry for him anymore. he's cost you so much tears in the past you are not crying again.

taehyung told himself as he ran back to his shared apartment with jimin.

why am i even crying?

taehyung hated the fact that he always cried whenever he was thinking about jungkook. it's been years since he last saw him and the first thing he does is make taehyung cry again without even realizing.
opening his apartment door, taehyung quickly wiped his tears incase jimin was waiting.

"oh! taehyung why are u back so—" jimin started but couldn't even finish as taehyung ignored him and rushed to his room.

the moment taehyung entered his room, he locked the door and slid down the door. tears pricked his eyes and he bit his lips to refrain himself for crying out loud. he hated it whenever jimin would hear him cry as the latter would always sit outside his bedroom door and cry with him. he hated it, when his best friend cried because of him. no matter how hard taehyung tried to stop crying for jimin, he would always find himself crying to sleep and waking up with puffy eyes.

every morning his eyes met jimins, jimins smiles would falter and would end up getting teary eyed.

taehyung bit his lips and closed his eyes, of course he wanted to go on a trip with his friends. it's been so long since he've seen jungkook anyways. but the moment jungkook gave an excuse of being busy, he couldn't help himself but to hear his heart breaking once more.

he thought he had gotten over him as it has been two years... but seeing him again made him think otherwise.

jimin would often see taehyung slip through his mind and blank out and now that taehyung thought of it, whenever that had happen, he was thinking about jungkook.

what was he doing? is he doing okay? what does he look like now?

those were the questions that he kept asking whenever he was caught day dreaming.

it's not like he wanted to be thinking about jungkook. sometimes, he just couldn't help himself. sometimes he thought about how he won't be able to get over jungkook and like any other person. and sometimes, he would be thinking those that worry him to sleep.

after all, jungkook was and still is, his first true love.