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Episode 7

It was around 4:30pm when Shehnaaz woke up from her sleep.... She opened her eyes... Rubbing it.... And found her hand a bit wet.... Wait why... Did she again slept crying... She was thinking so when her head also ached... She held her held in irritation...

Why is my head.... and her eyes landed on the figure sleeping peacefully on her lap... And she forgot her pain.... And immediately her face broke into a smile... How cute he looks... When he is sleeping... She thought... But soon her eyes realised that his face had tear marks on it.... And all the flashbacks of the morning came rushing to her mind...

Her heart ached seeing him in such situation... She can't see him teared... Her fingers went to his face and wiped off the tear marks from it....those tears were not for him... He didn't deserved them....

All the flashbacks came running to her mind... The fight that took place in the other mansion... She remembered his father calling him a big MISTAKE... Accusing him of all the trouble... Her mind thought of asking him the reason but her heart reminded her of her rights... No she didn't have any rights on him!!!

As she saw him... It reminded her of his breakdown... How he had helpless screamed off all his worries... Without even saying a word... She remembered of him breaking down in tears.... Of him being all alone... All broken....
The flashbacks made her feel scared... Scared for him... How she wished he would get off all these things... He would get rid of all his worries... All his sorrows... As those scenes came in her mind.... She remembered her Wordings...

"...Mein hoon aapke saath... Humesha.. "

And she smiled... She didn't know how those words came in her mouth... But she was happy... Happy because she was with him at that very moment... She was able to be with him.... Give him strength... Being his support... She was satisfied that... She could give him the assurance.... Give him the emotional support he needed... Because she knew what it felt when nobody is with you... When you need them the most...

As she was thinking about the breakdown.... Her mind flashed those scenes...

"SHEHNAAZ....tum hona.. "

" Humesha "

And she realised that this was the very first time he took her name... Yes he took her name... SHEHNAAZ.... she didn't feel of not staying beside him... She wanted to be beside him... Present for him... Yes she wanted... Being beside him was something... Something very pure... Something magical... It gave her a feeling of affection... A feeling she never felt with anyone... Not even... PAR..... and her mind froze... The smile that played on her face was vanished

How could she do this... No... No she can't be so insensitive... No.. How could she forget him... HER PARAS... What the hell was she doing... How could she even let those thoughts enter her mind... No she had her life with him... She was his... She belonged to him... And he was hers.... No... She can't betray Paras... How could she cheat him... She hated herself at those moments...

She frustrated started to get up.... But those hands held her even more tightly... As if indicating her not to leave him ....as if asking her to stay.... Stay with her a little longer... He held her the way as if she was his nee....