Yoongi teared up as he read through the comments about him on his latest MV 'Shadow'. The majority of them were hate comments about him and Yoongi couldn't help but cry as he read through them. He put in alot of effort and energy but it still wasn't enough. He hated crying because it made him feel stupid, vulnerable, pathetic and weak.
He was tempted to just give up and leave BTS. He didn't think anyone would miss him or even notice him gone. As much as he loves the other members he doesn't want to hold them back from being the best in the world. He felt like the group would look better and be more successful if he wasn't in it.
Just then Taehyung walked in. Yoongi quickly wiped away his tears and put on his usual serious poker face that he usually hides under but it was too late because Taehyung had already seen his tears. "Hyungie what's wrong?" Said Tae as he knelt down and cupped Yoongis face. "Nothing" said Yoongi emotionless. "Don't lie to me hyung just tell me" said Taehyung. Yoongi looked into Taes eyes and that was all it took for him to break down completely. He sobbed and wailed loudly as Taehyung cradled him and let his hyung spill all his bottled up emotions out.
After a while Yoongi calmed down slightly and was just sobbing slightly and hiccuping. "Can you tell me please hyungie I won't judge or think of you any different I promise baby" said Taehyung as he caressed Yoongis cheek. Yoongi blushed at the nickname and decided to tell him everything.
"I was reading the comments on the 'Shadow' MV and some were really hurtful. They said I don't belong here that I'm ugly, I can't dance, I can't rap, I sound stupid, I stop the group from being successful, BTS are better of without me and some even said that I should d-die" explained Yoongi in-between sobs. Taehyung couldn't believe what he was hearing.
How could someone insult such a beautiful, kind, caring, genius, genuine, sweet, gorgeous, loveable and amazing person.
"They're wrong hyung every single hater out there that dares to insult you or call you names is wrong. You are the most amazing and inspiring person I have ever met. You don't deserve any of this." Said Taehyung as he let a few tears slip. "Do you mean it Taehyung" asked Yoongi. "Yes hyung... How about we make a Agust D part two and maybe I can join... We can tell all those haters with no life to F off." Said Taehyung making Yoongi giggle.
"Your rapping certainly is entertaining... Can I have cuddles please?" Asked Yoongi wearily. It was very rare for Yoongi to ask for physical attention let alone want it. "Of course hyung how about we invite Namjoon and then we can have secret cuddle sessions that no one else has to know about" suggested Taehyung making Yoongi giggle again at the youngers idea. Yoongi nodded and Taehyung carried him to Namjoons studio. He told Namjoon what had happened and they all decided that they shall have secret cuddle sessions each Monday.
Namjoon lay down first and the Taehyung cuddled up to him on one side and Yoongi took the other.
Omg I actually cried while writing this. Sometimes I can't believe that such an amazing and inspiring person recieves hate. Honestly some people need to get a life.
