Fuck you (Reddie)

Distance

"3 weeks Eddie you haven't talked to us in 3 WEEKS!" Bev was in my room, trying to get out why I wasn't hanging out with then anymore.
"I know I know so stop telling ME!" I was mad because my mom let her in since she thought maybe she could
"get through to me" or something.
"Well we all miss you!" Bev was honestly mad but I could care less.
"Ya and?!?!" I was lost.....I just hated the thought of Richie being with him!
"What's up with you?!??" Bev said
"Do you just forgot about us?"
"N no...."
"Then tell me Eddie WHY!" She crossed her arms together.
"If I tell you will you leave?" With that she nodded.
"It's Richie he's with Connor!" I assumed that would be enough and she'd leave!
"Ok so what's the problem?" She was confused, I took my inhaler and took some puffs
"I like him ok...." she was kinda shocked
"I like him" I was almost at a whisper
"So are you gonna go or?"
"U um ya sorry I asked......" then she left.

                         1 hour later
I was having the best dream ever until..
"Hey......Eddie?" That voice was so familiar, as I looked up from my sleepy like state I saw the one and only Richie Tozier

"Go away"
"Why? Eds are you ok?" He stepped into my room even more
"Ya I'm fine" I got up and pushed passed him with force.
"Are you sure Eds?" He was following me
"Yaaaaa I'm perfectly fine" I rolled my eyes and used as much sarcasm as I could.
"No you aren't I know you Eds" we were in the kitchen.
"Oh you do?" I kinda laughed to myself
"What's so funny?"
"Oh nothing nothing at all" what the hell is he doing here?! Honestly.
"Why aren't you hanging out with us anymore?" Ugh again I have to do this again......ok here we gooo.

"Cuz I hate you" ha you thought I was gonna say I love you? Ya no.

"Come on Eds no you don't" he put on a small smile.
"Ya I really do" I'm hoping he'd leave so I don't say anything super stupid

"Eds is it because of Conner?" His voice got all soft.

"No"

"Well ever since you found out you stopped talking to me" his voice got all crackliey.
I can tell I'm hurting him but I just can't tell him "oh yesssss I love you Richie! I love your personality even when you make stupid jokes, I love your perfectly curled curls, your eyes are so dreamy I could get lost in there, I love you with all my heart!" So instead I said "I hate him" I said it very bluntly as I grabbed juice from the fridge.

"You should be happy for me EDS"
"Meh ya ok I'm soooo happy for you" I'm honestly not in the mood for his bull shit.

"Eds I don't know what I did to you but you can stop being a dick to me" he said sassily putting his hands on his hips. JUST GO is what I would of said but I'm already being a dick soooo here I go.
"Go eat a dick asshat fuck OFF " ya he probably hates me at this point.
"Ok I WILL since I'm not wanted HERE!" And he left.

1 hour later

My mom was at the door.
"Honey come eat" She said through the door,
"Fuck off" is all I said. Until she came back
"I'm just gonna leave it outside your door ok?"
"Did you not hear me FUCK OFF!" As she left I got the food and closed my door. After I was done l walked downstairs and told my mom I was sorry then went to bed.