dear diary, im so out of this town the day i turn 18 i dont even care about what i leave behind when i go im just so out.
"del come down stairs someones at the door for you" i heard mom holler for me from down stairs
"ugh fine be down in a miniute who is it anyway "
mom replied " i have no clue he says hes a friend of yours from school "
i wonder who that could be no one from school even knows i exsist i climb out of bed and put my diary back in my bedside table and go twards the door to open it when i hear his voice i knew excactly who it was and i was not very thrilled that he was at my house in my living room talking to my parents.
i finally made it down the stairs and i was right it was him jason lucas that guy had some nerve showing up at my house after what he put me through
*flash back*
"hey del"
"hey jay"
jason and delany have been dating for most of there high school life they meet back when del was in 9th he was a sophmore and in 10th grade. they had the first three hours and 7 thour together so they where partnered together alot. eventually they got together and clicked instantly.
jason though was a ladys man with the looks and his magical voice and delany knew what she was getting into when he asked her out but she thought she could make it work and they did untel jasons senior year . he had recived a full ride scholarship to ole mis and would be leaving in the fall to play football. delany on the other hand got accepted to washington state, they would be apart for a long time at first delany thought about just moving down south with jason and forget about going to college up north. so it was set they would move to mississppi in the fall and she would try to get accepted to ole miss and get her degree in teaching and get a job at the local elementry school.
*present time*
the first thing i saw were the flowers and his red tearstained face i couldnt figure it out was he crying because he left me here broken and alone or did he not preform for ole miss like he was supposed to. so i asked "whats wrong with you" he just simply said " i'm sorry del please forgive me?" " why should i you dumped me then left for three years jason i thought i was coming with you i thought we were gonna stay together i thought you loved me but no you fucking left you left me here crying not knowing what the hell i did to make you want to leave me here with out some explanation to why you left me here you know what get the fuck out of my house dont ever talk to me again" by the time i had said that i lost it i was crying and couldnt stop. then he started talking to me but i couldnt hear him then i ran upstairs to my room and slammed the door and crashed onto my bed. i think i was crying for about an hour when i heard my door open slowly and heavy footsteps not from my dad or mom and it certenly couldnt be brad my brother he was with his girlfriend lacey. i muffeled a loud but not very clear go away then whoever it was sat on my bed and layed next to me kind of like a cuddle but more of a i shouldnt be here but i am kind of thing but as soon as i smelled that old stetion clonge i knew who it was i shot up and got out of my ed about ready to scream at him again but he got up too and said " look laney i love you and the reason i left was because i knew how much you wanted to go to washington i couldnt get in the way of that i didnt want to leave but i had to so you could follow your dream and you know what laney i got a year off from football and my winter classes and the first thing i did was get a plane ticket up here to see you laney i missed you i love you i want you back please take me back please laney please be my girlfriend again" i couldnt say no but i didnt know if i could say yes i mean its not like we can pick up right where we left off. so i did the only thing i could i had to say yes so i did " yes jason i will tke you back but under one condition when you go back to mississippi im going with you i kind of sent a letter to the dean of ws saying i wouldnt be attending at thier school anyway i was just gonna stay home and watch sally she turns 6 in a week u missed alot you know "
" yeah I know " jason said in a depressed/pissed off voice "dont remind me"
(A/N im doing half of this ony phone in class so forgive the mistakes)
