Even life is like a hot hell and good heaven.... We as a human still struggle to accept what is happening around us.
Sometimes even we don't want to give up we always felt inferior and not worthy.
Life, we don't know what to make of it but we always do our best not just to live but to survive.
We cannot predict the future nor we can go back to the past to right our wrongs.
But we still want to make our life worth of something out of nothing.
Iam greedy .....wanting to live more... to do more and yet GOD give me permission to hope that eventhough iam selfish He wants me to live to the fullest.
I live because I want to be worthy of HIM.
I live because I want to make my life not just as is it is but more.
It's not easy to conquer fear and my own stubborness.
As I always have those war, those battles inside me Iam my own enemy.
It's easy to say Iam tired but I don't want to give up. Because GOD HIMSELF doesn't want to let go.
As for now like a lifeline I uphold my life preciously and protectively.
