Broken hearts...

Chapter 9

Ollie's POV:

We stayed up all night. We watched a lot of movies and cartoons. Adeliada was out after two movies. She was tired. She isn't used to walking a lot. She had really fun today. It has been awhile since I have seen Adeliada so happy. Coming here has been so good for her. Staying away from the city for sometime is something that both us need. Even though being here is good, it would be really amazing if my parents would be here. It would really help us to reunite together as a family. Mom has been trying to stay more at home, but dad hasn't done the same. He has being stay more and more away from us. I don't have any idea why. I wish there was something I could do to change somethings.  Adeliada is growing up without her parents, without her mom and her dad. I wish they would spend more time with her. The moment we go back home, I have to talk with both of them. This has to change. I don't give a fuck any more. It's time for things to change. It's time to take matters on my own hands. This can't go like this anymore. My parents need to find a way to balance work and family time and spend more time with us. Adeliada needs them more then I do. I really need to prepare myself to talk with them. It is going to be hard to talk with them, cuz they don't listen to me anymore. Since I have decide to study for Art, my dad hasn't been talking with me. He hasn't said a word to me since two years ago. I rearly see him. Mom has supported me, but still she isn't happy with my choice. They both we wanted me to study for economy, so I can take over the comapany, but I don't like economy. I don't want to spend the reset of my life behind a desk. Music has been my dream since I found out I could sing. I love writing songs. It makes me feel alive. I feel myself when I am writing songs. Singing makes me feel free. I feel I can achive anything with music. This is something I want to do. I want to travel the world and sing at the best areas around the world. I want to meet new people, to learn new cultures, new languages. I feel that with music I can make anything. Uhhhh! I hate to come here sometimes, cuz it makes me to think alot. 

- Ollie, are you asleep?- I turned my head and saw Serena calling me. I thought everyone was asleep, but I guess I am wrong.

-No! I am up. I can't sleep. My head is a mess. This place makes me to think a lot!- Serena looked at me and laughed a bit. She looks really cute. The light from the fire, makes her eyes shiney. The mix between her green eyes and the orange colur from the fire, makes her eyes really stand out.

-Same. This place is really beautiful. I don't want to close my eyes. I can't get enought of the view. I have never seen anything more beautiful than this place. You are so lucky to live near this place. I would never go back to the city.- I just smiled. Same thing. I could live here forever. Since I am still a student, I can't live here, since I don't have any money.

- I am lucky. Even though I live near this place, I can't come when ever I want. I want to live here one day. Hopefully, after I graduate and make something out of music, I will come here. I will live here. This place will help me with my writing. - Serena looked at me suprised. I guess she didn't think, I wanted to be a  musican one day. 

-That's nice. Your voice is really amazing. I think you will make it. You songs are really beautiful and have a beautiful meaning. I think the moment the singer is able to write songs and connect with the audience, then he/she will be succesed. You have that ability, and I know you can make it big. Just believe in you self and work hard.- I looked at her and smiled. Her words mean a lot to me. She seems to belive a lot on me. Hopefully one day I will make it.

- Thanks! It means a lot to me. Your belief on me, gives me a lot of confidence on myself. Now enough about me. How about you? What do you want to do in your future? What is your dream?- I asked her.

- I really want to be a writer one day. I love writing  about anything. Writing makes me feel alive, happy and myself. It's something I always dreamed of doing. I hope one I will do it. But right now, I need to read more, study and work hard, for my future. Nothing will become real without working.- She seems really confident in herself. Same as me she loves art.

-Well, I think you can do it. I have never read to anything you have written, but I think you will make it. As you said, we need to work hard and belive in our self to make it.- She looked at me and shook her head yes. Serena turned her head around and looked at the sky. She seems to love the sky. I mean this place works its magic on everyone. We continuted to look and watch the stars. It nice to have someone to talk, about this things. I mean I have Alec, but sometimes there are things that Alec dosen't understands. Having something in common with someone else is nice. Me and Serena seem to have the same problem, when it comes to our dream. I mean both of our parents, don't agree with our choices. It is hard for both of us to be ourself, when your parents want something else for you. I hope with time everything will change. Maybe with time our parents will learn to accept our wishes.

Author's note:

I hope everyone is safe out there. Please stay at home.

#staysafe #stayhome

Much love Landa..<3