Broken hearts...

Chapter 10

Serena's POV:

I woke up to find myself outside. We had sleep all night outside. We had fun last night. It has been a long time since  I had so much fun. The boys are really funny. They make you feel really comfortable. I got to know more, espacially Ollie. I never thought he could sing. His voice is really beautiful and smooth. I could listen to him all day and never get bored. I hope he continues sining and makes a career out of it. His future is bright. Since everyone was still asleep I decided to make some breakfast. I got up and went inside. I went straghit to the kitchen. I am making bacon, eggs, milk and toast. As I was making everything, Adeliada, Alec and Ollie came inside. Perfect time. When the food was ready, I put everything in plates and give one to each of them. We all seat down and started to eat.

- How did you all sleep?- I asked them. For me it wasn't the best sleep, but it wasn't bad either.

- It was really bad. My back is killing me. Next time, lets just sleep inside in our beds.- We all laughted at Alec. 

- It was nice. It was my first time sleeping outside. It wasn't comfortable, but it was fun. I hope we can do it again. Alec, next time you can sleep inside.- I  smiled at Adeliada. I am happy she had fun. She really seams to have fun here, even though there isn't anyone of here age. But, I thing she dosen't need anyone of here age, since Ollie and Alec are like kids. I mean they even act like one sometimes. Ollie seams off. He hasn't talk or smiled a bit. It's like he is somewhere else with his thought. He finishes his food, brings his plate at the sink and goes upstairs. Something is up with him. I just don't know what.

-Is Ollie okay?- Adeliada asked me.

- I don't know, sweete. He was fine last night. I think his is still tired. I go and check up on him.- Alec looked and me worried. I looked at him, asking if he knew what's up. Alec just shook his head no. I guess I have to go and see for myself. It's not like I know him very well, but I know when someone is not okay. He just seamed really sad. I took a deep breath and went upstaris to his room. When I reached his room, I knocked on his door first, before going in. I heard a faint come in and I went inside. He was lying in his bed and looking at the ceiling. Something is really wrong.

-Hey, Ollie. I just wanted to check on you. You seams a bit sad. Everyone is worried.- Ollie looked at me and looked at the ceiling back.

- I am fine. I am just thinking about what we talked last night and my parents. I really want to continue with my music, but at the same time something is wrong with my parents. I don't know what, but recently my dad hasen't been coming home. I don't remember the last time he sat foot on our home. I don't know. My head is a mess. - This must be really hard for him. Being the oldest child, he has to deal with all of this. I know one thing for sure, his music career is going to be big, but I can't talk about his parents, cuz I don't know the hole story and I have never meet his dad. His mom seams nice.

- Look, Ollie. I know for now everything is a mess, but soon everythink will get better. Don't stress yourself to much. Just belive in youself. I know that studying for something you love, has been hard, since your parents don't support you that much, I still know you can make it. You have an amazing voice and your lyrics are really beautiful. Your future is bright. You just have to belive in your self and work hard. As for your parents situation, I can't really help you, since I don't know the full story, but I know one thingg for sure, you have to talk to them. It's the best you can do. As for now, cheer up. Adeliada is worried. Lets not make her last day bad.- Ollie looked at me and smiled. He got up from his bed and gave me a hug. I hugged him back.

- You are right. I should try and talk with both of them, but for now lets have some fun, since this is our last day here. - We both smiled at eachother and went downstairs. Alec and Adeliada were watching a movie. Me and Ollie went slowlly next to them a scared both of them. Both, Alec and Adeliada jumped and screamed so much. Me and Ollie were laughing so hard. I can't belive they didn't hear us coming downstairs.

Ollie's POV:

Me and Serena were laughing so much. Alec and Adeliada jumped really high. After we finished laughing our ass off, we sat down on the couch  next to them and watched the movie with them. They were watching "Bad Boys For Life". I wasn't really paying attention to the movie. I was thinking about what Serena said. As she said I should probably talk with my parents. I have notice this past few weeks that my dad isn't spending much time at home. Not even sleeping at our home. Mom seams a bit sad and tired. I don't know why. Neither of them have said anything, but something is definitely going on. I am used of them not being at home all the time, but not seeing them at all, that's something I can not handle, not even Adeliada. She is so young and she dosen't deserve all of this. She has been asking a lot about dad and sometimes I don't know what to say. Even though she is little, she knows something is wrong. I don't her to go throw, what I went. I want her to grow up with both of her parents. I want her to enjoy her childhood as much as she can. I grew up without seeing my parents everyday. I used to stay up all night until they would come home. The minute I would hear the door opening up and shutting down, I would sleep. Just knowing my parents where home and safe, would make me happy, even though I wouldn't see alot of them. When Adeliada was born, my parents started staying more at home. They would spent more time with her, which I was very happy. But the moment Adeliada was old enough to go at school, they stopped coming home early. I used to think  that maybe even after Adeliada would grow up, they would stay more at home, but they didn't. It like they didn't care to much about us. I know they do. They care a lot about us, but they have a weird of showing it. As for me, my relationship with my parents got even worst when I applied at the University of Art. They didn't like the idea of me studying something else, excepet economy. According to my parents, you can't make a life out of music. But, I didn't care. Music was something I love and something I see myself doing in the future. I can't picture myself sitting behind a desk everyday. That's so boring. With music you can explore the world. Music gives  you the chance to visit new places, to meet new people and it inspires people. Music has helped me through my hardest day and my saddest day. I can't picture my life without music on it. Since I was a kid I had loved singing. I used to sing all the time. My parents used to get so angry with me, but at the same time they used to laugh a lot at my singing. Most of the time I wouldn't even sing the lyrics right. The part I didn't know I used to make up lyrics of  my own. I was really a creative kid. My mom used to say, that I made the most funniest lyrics she had ever heard. My favorite one is:   

"Twinkle Twinkle bigger sun,

 I love the way you shine so bright

You make everything so hot and sweaty

When you come out, the rain goes away

Kids love you, cuz they got to play and enjoy the swimming pool."

 I used to laugh a lot at these lyrics. My mom has recored me singing them. It is one the best memorise I have from my childhood. It is one those moment that will leave forever. I just hope one day, I will be able to sing in front of other people and to perform in big stages. One day......

Authore's Note:

I hope everyone is doing okay. 

Stay safe out there and stay at home

#stayhome #stayathome

Much love Landa...<3