the kiss.

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Y/N POV
Alejandro and i fell asleep cuddling, and I was woken up by my alarm. I got up and turned it off, I grabbed my clothes and heels, I kissed alejandro because I was leaving.

I picked up my bra still upset that he fucking ripped it but it's okay. I scouted the hallway again, coast was clean. Well so I thought.

M: hey y/n.
My heart dropped when I heard his voice. What the fuck was he doing here it's 4 am.
You: hey Mattia what are you doing here?
I tried to act tired so he can cut me some slack.
M: ale's mom let me stay the night.
You: may i ask why?
M: my parents didn't want me coming home tonight.
Even though mattia is pretty much an asshole, I still felt bad. So I went to the couch and sat next to him. Thank god alejandro gave me a massage are else I still would've been stumbling.
You: are you okay ? are you going to stay here till the morning ?
I look at his face, he doesn't seem to be fazed by his parents fighting which is terrible, I can also tell that his cuts are still open from when alex punched him.
M: yeah I'm fine. And yeah Alejandro's mom also invited us to go to the water park again. And it's a different park.
You: alright, Mattia you can talk to me whenever you want okay.
M: okay thank you y/n.
I get up to get the first aid kit again and ice.

I patch mattia up and he's just starting at me. Kinda weird. I put the ice on his lip, and I turn my head to put the supplies back. I feel a hid hand on my chin and he moves my face to kiss him.

YEAH that happened he just fucking kissed me. I pull back immediately.

You: what the fuck Mattia.
M: I'm sorry I didn't mean to do that.
I got up from the couch and I put the first aid kit away.
You: then why did you do it.
M: because...i like you i think your awesome.
You: you barley know me and you were saying some rude things to me earlier.
M: yeah I know I'm very sorry about that i think it was just because I was so uptight about my parents. I'm sorry.
You: it's okay.
I was leaning on the kitchen counter talking down to him.
You: but that kiss wasn't because of your parents too was it ?
M: no. Look I like you, your kind and gorgeous, but I should've respected you and my friend.
You: my friend?
M: yeah I can tell you and alex are a thing now.
Shit! Well I don't even know what we are.
You: okay fine it's okay tia can we just forget about this please. I already have enough on my mind.
M: yeah I'm sorry I caused you trouble.
I went over to go and hug him.  I grabbed my stuff that I left on the kitchen chair, and I went to the hallway where my room was.
You: goodnight tia.
M: goodnight y/n.

Sometimes I wonder if my kindness gets the best of me. I could be too nice and people say that I look like the meanest person ever. That makes no sense to me. I think I let Mattia off the hook.

But honestly I was so tired. I was exhausted but excited what was coming tomorrow. This was a crazy yet delightful weekend.

It's going to be tough saying bye to jersey and the boys here.

I just want to stay.
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authors notes: well that's was unexpected. hope yo enjoyed this chapter.
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