as the night went on, i was drinking and smoking.
i was dancing and having the time of my life.
i haven't seen alejandro the whole night.
but i didn't care.
i was in my own world.
i wasn't walking straight as I headed towards the kitchen to get something else to drink.
as I got my cup, i feel someone behind me.
m: woah don't you think you've had enough to drink y/n.
i just rolled my eyes.
you: oh great are you going to tell me what to do too.
confusion hit his face when I finished my sentence.
M: wait what no.
I laugh a little.
you: okay then let me drink.
he takes my cup.
you: hey what the fuck-
he pointed behind me and I look over to see, alejandro making out with another girl.
wow that was quick.
he sure was a piece of shit.
my blood started to boil.
I was walking up to the bitch that he was making out with, but I felt mattias arm on my waist, pulling me away from them.
he came close to my ear and whispered.
M: it's okay come on, you're really drunk and high.
he was right, I shouldn't be in there.
I was too mad.
I probably would've killed him and her.
we got outside and the cold air hit me like a wall.
you: it's brick out here what the fuck.
mattia laughs at my comment.
he takes me to his car and let's me barrow his sweater.
we sit in the car in silence for a couple of minutes before he says something.
M: are you okay?
you: I mean I don't know. I have to many emotions going on.
M: okay. are you hungry.
you: yes duhhh.
I mean I was high so.
we ended up going to mcdonalds.
he took me inside and I went into the bathroom to clean myself up.
I looked at myself in the mirror and cleaned up my makeup.
