Regret || L.k

4.

I got back home. I couldn't do anything about this but to talk to him.

Why did you do this to me? Why do you like hurting me? I've always wanted to ask him this question.

If only my mouth was confident to speak everything.

"Jungkook we need to talk" I said as I saw him walking out to work.

"what" he said irritatedly.

"hurry up I have to go work, I'm not worth t-"

"you mean you have someone else now and you haven't told me?" I said. I didn't care about the tears in my eyes. He have seen it many times but never talks about it.

"and?" he said, waiting for me to say something.

"am I not enough for you to cheat on me? is my heart a toy for you to play with it?!" I shouted at him. he didn't look guilty nor afraid as he smirked at me and walked towards me as he clenched my cheeks.

"you're plain bored. I don't care about your feelings, we only married from the paper and just. if you can't handle my attitude, then you should, this is just the start" he said deeply as be stared at me coldly.

'is his heart black? what is it made of? how's he casually saying this to his wife? jerk'.

I wiped off the tears from my eyes and shouted at him "no! You know you can simply ask for divorce If that's what you want!" I yelled at him. I've had it. I can't stay with him any longer. It hurts me, it's burning slowly. My heart aches.

"yeah sure I'll file the divorce and give it to you, but I'm telling your parents you're the one asked for it" he said as he dialed the lawyer. I still have many things to say, to let out, but Idc, as long as I can finally be free from here.

"I don't care, do whatever you want.. As long as we're divorced already" I said before going to my bedroom.

I did it! I'm finally leaving this jerk! I'm so strong! It felt like first time.

I grabbed my remaining clothes that are old and not from their money, I don't want to see any leftovers of anything from this house.

I walked down the stairs as I wore my backpack that had my stuffs in it "does your clothes not fit inside the bigger bag? I'm surprised how you managed to fit all these stuffs inside the elementary school bag" he said sarcastically.

"good, be more surprised of how dumb you are. Don't think highly of yourself Mr. cEo" I mocked his name. I'm surprised I'm still sarcastic as ever.

I felt a strong stink on my arm as I'm being slammed on the front door. He looked like he can snap me in any second by now.

"keep your mouth shut if you want to stay alive. You know I'm capable of doing anything to you-"

"then cmon kill me! Why are you just standing there kill me now, I'm right in front of you!" I yelled at him. I'd be lying if I said I didn't felt any pain in my heart.

He just ignored my words and released my hand "the lawyer is coming now, we will divorce then you'll leave" he said deeply, trying to maintain his anger.

"so you won't kill m-"

"shut the fuck up will you!?" he shouted at me, which made me flinch.

I'm already suffocating in here. Its been 15 minutes since I sat on the couch, jungkook went back to his office upstairs.

Where's the lawyer?!?

I can't take this. I went to grab my jacket, before I was leaving, a voice behind me said.

"where are you going? The lawyers here with the divorce paper" Jungkook said as he walked downstairs.

"finally" I muttered. I opened the door and saw a man with a file on his hand.

"Mr. Jeon, Mrs. Jeon. Here's the file" the lawyer said.

"thank you" jungkook said as he welcomed the lawyer to the house.

As we went to the living room, Jungkook was the first to sign the paper and walk away.

I sighed before signing the paper and gave it to the lawyer. "okay then, I should take my leave". He said and I nodded while grabbing the stuff.

I opened the door for him as he left.

Before I could leave, I walked back and checked the whole place before leaving. This place was also my second house. It comforted me whenever I'm down. It was there for me.

As I walked to the main place, I touched the wall and almost cried. This was the place where I always cried in, the maid's room.

"it's ok, you can cry" a voice behind me said, it was the old maid with the other maid.

I let out a cry as they both embraced me into their arms, comforting me with the hug. I can also never forget them, they were also there for me.

I let out a loud cry as I hugged both of them.

"I'll miss you guys" I said between my cry.

"I'll miss you too dear" the old maid said.

"I'll miss you more" the other said.

I finally let go as I bid them the last good byes, before leaving the place.