Endless Summer Secrets

Deep Feelings

I got a crush on Michael Avery.

We did the prank calls several times. Michael was always really sweet with us. Evelyn followed him on Instagram, but she never told him that she is one of the prank callers. I really wanted to meet him.
Once, We were at the same place.
But my bad luck is always with me. So, I couldn't meet him in real life.
I was fuckin' sad that day.

My feelings for Michael started to rise. I really liked him.

Days were passing fast. My final exams were near.
I always tried to concentrate on my studies.But every time, I sat in front of my book, I was always thinking about him. Final exams finished. Our winter Vacation were over.I promoted to grade Twelve.

My feelings for him increased.

«In January»
«One day»
We were in our class.Talking shits And suddenly, Evelyn looked at me with a kind of consoling look.

"Arlene, I'm gonna tell you something now, but don't cry .ok?" she said.
"What happened? Anything wrong?" I asked her.
"Ummm...well, Michael is in a relationship." she said.

At that moment, I felt little bad.But I had  a soft smile on my face. "Oh..That's good. Who's his Girlfriend?" I asked .

"I don't know much about her, but her name is Megan." She said with that consoling look.

" Good. Cuz,I have a really bad luck, so I don't think he'll ever be mine.Yk" I looked at the window.

And then Greta looked at me asking me why do I look sad.Blair and Greta , both were  looking at me with a "What happened" expression.

I just said with soft smile on face, "Michael is in a relationship :)"

Blair was like , " Aww..it's Ok. Don't feel sad."
Greta said, "Keep on smiling"

Bessie was sitting behind me.She knocked at my back, asking if she missed anything and I told her about Michael .
She just gave me a sweet hug for consoling me.

I just tried to hide my feelings and acted like nothing happened.But inside, I was kinda sad.

I shared all my feelings with a Senior.She was really close to me.That year, she went to another city for her collage education.

I talked to her over phone and Instagram.

One day, I was talking to her about Michael Avery.
I asked her if my feelings are real or it's just some attraction.
But she said,"Silly Gurl!!!Don't you understand??? You're in love."
But I said, "We never met.He doesn't even know that I do exist.How can I fall in love just like this?Isn't it weird?"

She Said,"I don't know.But I just know that you're in love .That's all.Ok bye."

I was thinking deeply 'bout  this matter.

Days were passing fast.Almost forgot all about Michael.

«In July»

I was watching movies in my room.I was watching Malena, wasting my time again cuz why not?

Suddenly, I noticed that, my phone was ringing. I paused the movie and received the phone call.Well, it was Evelyn.

"Hey, You know what????? There'll be a Night party !!!!!!"Evelyn kinda screamed in excitement.

"Okk. Umm... What party?" I asked

"Listen, girl. There's gonna be a Night party in L. A. It's for all the youngsters like us. Today is 12th. And the first party is on 19th. " She explained me.