Shivika Short Story Collection

36 : I am not afraid to die

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Tell me did end satisfied you or not because I changed it when I thought if something else

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"Dr. Shivaay come fast in hospital please uncountable people are dying... Please it's urgent", said the caller being scared

"O...ok I am coming", said Shivaay and looked towards Anika and his 2 child's

"Sir we can't guarantee that we will be able to live or not... Do you still want to come... It may take month's", said caller

"Yes I will", said Shivaay eyeing Anika trying to act normal

"I... I am coming", he said and gulped hard to control his tears

"Who called you this time Shivaay", asked Anika being tensed because Shivaay was lost in his thoughts. She holded his shoulders and shaked him

"What happened",asked Anika again seeing him lost . With every passing second she was getting tensed regarding his behaviour

He shooked his head and started packing his bag

"Shivaay tell me who called you and what he/she said", asked Anika while holding his shoulders

Shivaay blinked his eyes many times he could to control his tears and said with difficulty

"It's...not important to tell you", he said and went towards bed where his 2 jaans Shivika and Ansh were sleeping

He kissed both of them . A tear drop fell from his eye and left to bathroom

"Shivaay", whispered Anika but he didn't listened

Nanhi si hasi
Bholi si khushi
Phoolon si woh baahein bhool gaye
Jab desh ne di aawaz humein
Hum ghar ki raahein bhool gaye

Shivaay leaned towards door and started crying

He remembered Shivika's and Ansh's happy faces when he come with chocolates daily. They jump on him and cuddle with him seeing him. His single glance makes them happy

"How will anika survive if I died... What she will do... What about shivika and Ansh...I...... C.. can't tell anyone about this... I... Can't tell... I... Will... Try to get her hate before leaving otherwise she will not let me go", he thought while crying. He holded holded tile and stood up

"Shivaay what are you doing", asked Anika being scared from his behaviour

"It's none of your matter", he said after taking a long breath and broke down

He changed in his dress with white coat . He saw himself in front of mirror

"I love them", he said and washed his face but again tears betrayed him

"Shivaay did you slept", asked Anika angrily but he didn't said anything because he was crying. He remembered their family moments, their craziness, their marriage, their care for each other and especially his dialogues

"Nor I will leave you.... Neither I will let you go",

"I may leave you but I will make sure to save this country", he whispered with tears in his eyes . He wiped them off and washed his face again