The song of emotion. [Fanfic ljdwksjcnds]

{4} . . . . . . [Song: 911]

Diane POV

Mel is rather terrifying, but that makes me like him more! Maybe if I can earn his trust, I can ask him out on a date? Anyways, walking down the hallway, passing the courtyard, I saw him drawing in his notebook. Hmm...

Walking into the courtyard, I sat next to him on the fountain. He looked at me blankly. "Hi! Whatcha drawing?" I asked. Maybe he'll open up to me?

He put his notebook in his bag. "Nothing." He said, not a single trace of emotion in his voice. "Awe, c'mon! At least lemme have a peek!" I whined, reaching for the bag. He sighed. "Stop." I withdrew my hand. "Why?" He glared at me, and I gulped. Well, I lost his trust. Mel picked up his bag, walking away from me. I guess I'll just follow him. Getting up, I started to follow him, which was hard, since whenever I lost him, I couldn't sense his aura- it's like he doesn't have one. Finally, he stopped at the track. What's he doing there? Nobody had track today... Maybe he wants to be alone. Soon, he cleared his throat a little, then I heard his voice, but it sounded different. Warmer. Softer. But... frightened?

"Don't think I can take it...

With every drama a piece of me dies

Like some kind of sadist

I think that he likes to see the pain in my eyes."

He? Is he.. gay?

"He knows that I'm lovesick

He kissed me and promised I will be alright

We both know it's bullshit

The longer I'm with him the less I'm alive"

I listened closer. Is he in a toxic relationship?

"Doctors on the other line

Cause he's not coming home tonight

And I just took my very last pill

Need something to numb the pain

Demons knocking on my brain

I think they're coming in for the kill

Nine one one, I need someone

My baby plays me like a game

I'm not having fun

Nine one one, tell him he's won

My heart is always aching

And I gotta be done cause

I~...

 I~...

 I gotta lose my guy

Or I'~m,

 I~'m,

 I~'m gonna lose my mind

You must think that I'm crazy

Well he does too so I guess that makes three

Need someone to save me

I'd really appreciate if you'd intervene

Doctors on the other line

Cause he's not coming home tonight

Can't seem to find my bottle of pills

Swear to God I'm not insane

The voices only say his name

When I'm starting to think that they're real (scream)

Nine one one, I need someone (need someone)

My baby plays me like a game

I'm not having fun (not having fun)

Nine one one, tell him he's

Why my heart is always aching

And I gotta be done cause (gotta be, gotta be done)

I~...

 I~...

 I gotta lose my guy

Or I~'m,

 I~'m, 

I~'m gonna lose my mind

Nine one one, I need someone (need someone)

My baby plays me like a game

I'm not having fun (not having fun)

Nine one one, tell him he's

Why my heart is always aching

And I gotta be done cause (gotta be, gotta be done)
I~... 

I~... 

I gotta lose my guy

Or I~'m,

 I~'m,

 I~'m gonna lose my mind..."

"Well... I already did. I need to leave him.. but he'll probably stop me. Damn." He said, putting a hand to his forehead. "I really should call the cops this time. Oh who am I kidding, they'll never believe me. The guy's famous. He's using me for glory. I should kill him. But I don't want to. I wonder what the others would think if they heard this? What would they say? 'Our captain is a f*ggot', maybe? I can't kill him, he's my younger brother's best friend, and he'll probably murder me- but I can't die. What do I do?" Mel rambled on and on, but all I felt was guilt. I wanted to date him, but he's going through some-no, a lot of- emotional trauma. Is that why he looks emotionless? I should talk to him soon. But I don't want to make him angry at me...

I just realized I missed class. Feck.

{654 words damn I'm pathetic}