Jiwon's POV
"Thank you for tonight, Yoshi!" I smiled at him
"No worries" Yoshi smiled
"Look who's here" one of the twins named Jinhee said as she watched me and Yoshi
"You should get going" I told Yoshi
"What? Why? He should take a rest first since he brought you home" Jinhee
"Go on, Yoshi" I faked a smile
"Why? Are you scared he might find out this is not your real house? That you and your Mom were just staying here because you two are our maids" Jinhee smirked
"Actually, I know all that. I know that you and your twin sister kept on bullying her" Yoshi
"A-Ah really? But wait- what is your name?" Jinhee asked
"Yoshi"
"I'll go inside, Yoshi. Text me when you get home. Thanke you again" I smiled at him and went inside
"Jiwon!" Jinhee called me
"What?" I looked at her
"Is he your boyfriend?" Jinhee asked again
"No, he is my bestfriend" I answered
"Can I have his number? Can I know his name and schedule?" Jinhee
"Ask him" I said and went to our room. I locked the door and changed my clothes
"Did you ate?" Mom asked
"Yeah, Yoshi treated me again" I smiled
"I think he has a crush on you. You two are always together and you two knew each other very well" Mom
"No, Mom. We're bestfriends and that will stay as it is. Besides, I want to reach my dream first" I said and lied down beside her
"Hmm. But he is a nice guy and he knows what you like and dislike. You are very comfortable towards each other" Mom
"I don't like him Mom. I want to reach my dream as an idol and I want to buy our own house. You will live the life you deserve, Mom"
"Really? I think I really should support you. But after you debut promise me you won't forget where you started. I want you to be humble and kind" Mom said
"What should we buy when I became a successful idol? What do you want Mom?"
"I don't really need anything. I just want you and I to live in a peace but happy life together. Those expensive things, big house, expensive cars, fancy foods and more. That doesn't matter, I can live in a small house with you. As long as you're with me, that's really fine" Mom whispered, I quickly back hugged her tight "You are the most wonderful gift I've ever received. Even though your Father didn't even showed his self to you, I don' t really care. I want you to grow up and open your heart to everyone. Those expensive things is nothing compared to love and kindness in your heart"
I stayed quiet and listened.
"When I first saw you, I still remember how happy I am that day. But I am sad at the same time, because you are going to experience life you don't deserve. When we got here, I can see how much you suffered because of the twins. I saw how you managed to endure everything so we can stay longer here. I've always wanted to say sorry to you. You suffered ever since you were born..." Mom said
No, let's not cry, Jiwon.
"When you grew up I saw how kind and humble you are. Everyone likes you because of your cheerful personality. I never regretted giving birth to you. If I will have the chance to change something in our life. That would be me, you should've born and grew up from a rich family. You deserve all of it" Mom
"Mom, it doesn't matter to me when you're rich or poor. I know everything will turn around, we will have the life we deserve. Mom, you don't know how happy I am that you are my Mother. Aside from being a cool Mom, you are always cheerful just like me. And I will promise myself that if I earned the right amount money, I will get you out of here. I will buy you a house. I will pay back everything you did for me" I whispered and trying not to cry
I felt her hands held mine. I felt some scars on her hands. That might be because of the iron 3 years ago. What should I do with the scar? I want to remove it so she can let go of it. My Mom suffered so much because of those dumb twins. They treated us like we are their slaves and acting nice when their parents are here. Those spoiled brats doesn't know how luck they are to experience everything.
I wiped my tears using my another hand carefully trying not wake my Mom up. She's so tired of everything. I don't want her sleep to be ruined. I slowly removed my hand from hugging her and sat beside her. I watched her sleep soundly. I can see some small scars and her hands looks like an old woman's hand. I hate this feeling. Why do I feel like I'm useless? Mom suffered so much and here I am enjoying my dream. I should do a good job to debut and make my Mom proud.
My Mom is really the best. She always thinks of me even though she's not fine. She always makes me smile even though she's the sad one. She always hug me even though she needed one. She always cheer me up even though she's down. What did I do to deserve a Mom like her? She doesn't deserve me. She is the best of all the Moms in the whole world. I will always wish her the best and luck forever.
The pain in her heart will soon be gone but the scar on her arms will last forever.
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