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23

Jiwon's POV

I closed the door of the practice room and started crying. What the hell are you crying for?

"You're crazy" I whispered to myself and put down my bag

I played the song and started practicing the dance that they taught me. Actually, I'm not good in dancing. But what can I do? I need to do this. I want to be an idol. I want to be successful.

After a couple of hours I kept on getting the next dance move wrong, I played the song over and over again. I need to do this correctly. I need to learn this dance. I need to perfect those dance moves. I can't debut. I have to do this.

"Congrats" someone said

I saw Yoshi entered. He smiled and gave me a bottle of water.

"I didn't see you for two or three days? I don't remember now" Yoshi giggled

"Thanks" I smiled

"You don't need to push yourself. You need to rest too. You can get the dance right if you're not thinking of anything right now. You need to focus" Yoshi

I sighed.

"What are you thinking? Tell me" Yoshi

"Nothing, I'm just getting stress"

"Wait- I visited you yesterday and I got stuckthere for 4 hours. They didn't told me that you're not staying there anymore. Do you know how annoyed I am? I got stuck there for 4 hours and you didn't even text me" Yoshi

"Sorry, I just forgot. I was going to text you but I forgot"

"How can you forget your bestfriend?" Yoshi raised his eyebrow

"Sorry"

"Anyway, congratulations again. Go home and take a rest. You need it" Yoshi smiled

"Thank you" I said and hugged him

"Take care" Yoshi messed up my hair

I carried my bag and left Seo Entertainment with a lot of thoughts. I rode the bus to Eunji's house. How did this happen? I thought Changbin and I will have a happy ending. What about that holding hand? Doesn't that made his heart flutter? Why am I being like this?

I got out of the bus and walked to Eunji's house from the bus stop. After a couple of minutes, I arrived there. I went inside and saw Hyunjin, Jisung, and Chan watching movie.

"I'm home" I said and faked a smile

"Are you okay? You look tired" Hyunjin

"I'm fine. I think this is because of the practice" I smiled

"You should eat" Jisung

"No, I'm fine. I'm not hungry. I'll just take a rest"

"Okay" Jisung

"Where's Eunji?" I asked

"She's in her room" Chan

"How about Mom?" I asked

"She's sleeping already" Hyunjin

"Enjoy watching" I smiled at them and went upstairs

Mom will get worried if she saw me like this. I sighed and went to the other room which is Eunji's room. I knocked and opened the door.

"Can I come in?" I asked

"Yeah, sure" she said and arranged her bed

I entered and looked around "Are you busy?"

"Not really. I'm just reading some novels. What's the matter? Are you okay?" Eunji

"Yeah, I'm okay" I smiled

"Sit down" Eunji said

I sat beside her on her bed.

"What happened? Why did they call you? Is everything okay?" Eunji

"They want me and Changbin to stop seeing each other"

"What? Why? Is it because you are a trainee and you will debut?" Eunji

"Yeah, aside from that, someone saw me and Changbin holding hands last night. Good thing it didn't spread on the internet. They even made a deal with the person who took the photos. I am so guilty, it's not even a week when they announced I'm going to debut. But here I am, ruining my image" I sighed

"What did you say?" Eunji

"I agreed, we don't have any other choice than that. I want to be a successful idol and Changbin will be the owner of Seo Entertainment. We need to reach our dreams"

"Did Changbin agreed?" Eunji asked

"Yeah"

"Really? I don't think he will do that. Changbin is not the person who easily give up. He agreed in front of his Father but I don't think he mean it. You know Changbin is like the guy with passion- something like that. If he wants to get what he wants, he will work hard and will everything. I mean is Changbin will not easily let you go" Eunji

"How will he do that? We're not even in a relationship" I sighed

"Why? Whether you're in a relationship or not. If you love each other you will have to fight. You know, love" Eunji smiled

"But I want him to stop"

"Do you like him?" Eunji asked

"I think so"

"But you want him to stop?" Eunji

"Yeah"

"What are you going to do now? Changbin is not the person who easily give up" Eunji

"Can you lie?"

"What? Why?" Eunji

"I'm sure Changbin will talk to Chan or Hyunjin. Those two are always here and always talks to you. I want you to tell them some lies"

"Like what?" Eunji

"Tell them that I don't like Changbin. I'm just using him to have a better image. Please..."

"No, I can't do that, Jiwon. If you don't want me to tell them about those things. I'll just shut my mouth instead. I can't lie knowing that Changbin will be hurt. Besides, I don't want you two to be ruin" Eunji

"What should I do now?"

"Just stay away from him. Try not cross paths with him" Eunji

After the long conversatiom with Eunji, I went to our room and saw Mom sleeping. Now, I feel relieve. She's sleeping peacefully. No one will wake her up to wash the dishes, to clean their clothes, to clean the whole house. But I know Mom is a good person, she will do those without someone telling her.

I changed my clothes and lied down beside her. I slowly fell asleep....