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Hesus is being a (stupid) jerk again. He constantly teasing me of my crush on Louisa. I mean, he's practically not wrong but I really don't wanna hear it. I don't wanna see her, I want to go to a hellhole and die.

Wish I could tho.

I don't know if I could handle these one-sided feelings. They feel so good yet so bad. I (love) hate them. I wish I could get rid of them. My other classmates are aware of my stupid crush and I hope that they'd shut up about it.

God, I'm so fucking stupid.

If only I could just move on and not thing about it, I would feel okay. If everything goes the way I want it to then everything would be okay. If I would be okay, then everything would be okay. I hope everything would be okay, although I know it won't be.

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