Ladders Of Love - JK FF

~Chapter 1~

"YOU SLUT, YOU SLEPT WITH UR TEACHER THAT'S WHY UR GRADES HAVE BEEN GOING UP?!", she shouted and shouted and shouted... I could only hear the ringing in my ears, I could feel hot liquid dripping down from my face, but i was fine, this was an everyday thing for me, new rumors, new lies, but same old abuse. I was numb on the ice cold floor until, i saw a hand strike at my face. That was when everything turned black...

"oowww", I was in pain. It was the next morning and i woke up in the cellar. The place I grew up in. My oh so called mother would keep me down here if I did something wrong which to her was all the time. She kept blaming me for my little sisters death. She wanted me to be her, but i couldn't. That's why she started abusing me, ever since my sisters death my mother became a whole new person. An evil one. Someone no one would ever want to be. 

School was the same thing for me. I used to have friends but I guess I will never have them again  because everyone calls me a murderer. I used to be a girl that everyone loved, but my mother slept with my principal and blackmailed him that if he didn't tell the whole school that i murdered my little sister, she would make sure he looses his job. And so he did. He told the entire school that i was a cold blooded girl that would murder her own little sister. Ever since that day, i had the people who looked up at me bully me. The worsts ones was my closest friends. Jimin, Namjoon, Seokjin, Hoseok, Yoongi, Taehyung and his girlfriend taehee. I loved them all with my heart but they betrayed me by listening to a rumor. I had no one after it and i still don't. Every night i just wish to either die or run away. To cure my pain I cut myself and take pills. I once had a seizure from overdosing but instead of my mother helping she locked me in the room. Pure hatred was all i could see in her eyes. 

"GET OUT OF THERE YOU DISGUSTING LITTLE BITCH", I took the chains off of me and walked my way up to the toilet. The house was silent, I could only hear the drops of tears dripping down to the floor. Once I made my way to the toilet, i splashed some cold water on my face, to feel refreshed. I couldn't have a shower since my mother never let me so instead i had to take clothes and get to school early so i could have a shower there. I then brushed on some powder to cover up some of the bruises and scars on my face. I went to my closet and found the jumper that i wear to school everyday. I didn't have money to buy myself some clothes so i just had to wear the same thing over and over again. My mother wanted to agonize me with pain. And she was doing it. I was to weak to go against her. She had her victory. 

Once i was done changing i went downstairs to finally leave the hell and go to another one. "IF I HEAR ANYTHING ABOUT YOU AGAIN, I WILL DO SOMETHING MUCH MORE WORSE THAN WHAT I JUST DID TO YOU", and this was the same thing she would repeat every morning before i left to school. Tears started to build up in my eyes but i quickly brushed it off with the sleeves of my jumper. I went outside and walked to school. As i was walking, i felt something pouring on my head. It was raining. But it soon stopped. I looked up and saw that there was an umbrella above me. I looked to my side and saw an angelic face. I have never seen him before. He just kept smiling at me. 

"Hey", he said. I just stared at him, no replies. "You ok?", he looked very concerned. It was the first time i had ever seen someone look at me like that in years. "Y-ess-ss tha-n-nks", I started to stutter. I felt something inside me but i brushed it off. It felt like a new emotion. What was i thinking, nobody would ever like me, nobody will... "Hello?", he was waving his hands in front of me as i was lost in my thoughts. "Oh hey so-rry", again i stuttered. Maybe it was because someone actually wanted to talk to me. "Hi my name is Jung kook, i think we are from the same school, i have seen you around". I remember one time walking in the school hallways, and everyone was talking about some guy called Jung kook. Maybe this was him. "Hi ye-h, I h-ave heard about u-u", "Oh really?!, well then we should walk together since we go to the same school, and by the way, whats your name?" He asked for my name...Somebody asked for my real name...I thought this was a dream so i pinched myself, it soon then hit me that this was reality...

"U-m-m my na-ame is Y/N", I looked at him nervously. He made me feel a way nobody could make me feel. It was strange but exciting. "Nice name, now lets go before we are late to school!", he pulled me with him and smiled at me. He reminded me of a bunny. How cute. 

As we finally got to school, i could hear people whispering. Whispering about me and Jung kook. I was scared that if the principal saw me and jungkook he would go tell my mother so i quickly ran off and left Jung kook. As i was running, i bumped into a couple of people. I tried to say sorry to them but instead they grabbed me and pushed me onto the lockers. I looked up and saw the people i use to trust. Taehee grabbed me with a fistful of hair and made me look into her eyes. "WELCOME TO HELL BITCH HAHAHA", and she started to laugh with the others. "come on guys lets go", Namjoon looked at me in a way where he kinda felt sorry for me. I was probably imagining it but i quickly shook the thought off as i saw Yoongi trying to punch me but, someone was holding him back. I looked to see who it was and it was Jung kook. He looked scary. The face i saw this morning was not the face he was wearing now. "Well well well,  if it isn't the new kid", Jimin stood up close to him and was about to throw a punch to his face but Jung kook was close enough to dodge it. "YOU SON OF A BITCH", and that's when Jimin and Jung kook got into a really big fight. People started to gather up so i took the opportunity to run and hide. 

I ran into the girls toilet and locked myself in there. I started to cry and cry until there was no more tears left to cry. I sat on the toilet, took out my razor and started to cut myself. I started hissing at the pain but it was better than nothing. I started to dig in deeper and deeper until i started shouting with pain. Blood was streaming down from my arms. Then all of a sudden i heard a big bang on the door of the girls toilets. "Hey Y/N you in there, its me Jung kook dont worry nobody else is here", I quickly got out of the stall and opened the toilet for him. "Hey u ok-oh my god Y/N what happened?!", I followed where his eyes were looking at and i saw that he was looking at my arms. A Lot of blood was coming down. "Hey im fine Jung kook just give me-", and all i could hear was shouting and screaming. "Y/N, Y/N OH MY GOD PLEASE WAKE UP!", until all i could hear was nothing...