Anna Riddell% h.s

FOURTEEN

It's been a couple of weeks since staying at the new place with Harry. There has been a couple of times where Louis shows up and let's Harry know about the outside world. I guess there hasn't been any update on me being alive.

   So that means that agent didn't get anywhere with the information.

  I don't know what happened to him. Though I don't think Harry will be crazy enough to kill someone...

  Or could he? But if he did that and gets caught, it'll just put him into more trouble. And he said that he doesn't want anything to happen to his reputation. Yes, kidnapping me will indeed ruin him.

  Though I don't know.

  But getting back to topic. I tried so many times to see if Harry's personality will change. I try to be loveable and does what he says, and I think for a second that I see some difference but then he acts and says something that totally goes back to his 'monster' self.

  Today. I tried again with being cuddly, but something was off. I think he senses something. I might be overdoing it.

  We were currently sitting on the couch. We were watching something on the TV. He had his arm around me. But I thought I could change it up by wrapping my arms around him and setting my head in his neck.

  He allowed it. Of course. But then I felt him move away when I kissed him on his neck. 

  "Anna, what are you doing?" He sits up. Looking at me curiously.

  "Uh...cuddling." I said, while raising my eyebrow at him.

   "You don't do this. What changed you're mind. The only time we cuddled. You dont want too, or I force you."

   I can't tell him why I'm doing this.

  "Well you're going to my husband. Maybe I'm trying to get used to it."

  He gives me a questioning look, but sighs ahead nods.

  "Okay let's just go back to watching the movie."

  We sit back down and as much as I don't want to go back to the position. I do it anyway.

  Though he does something that I wasn't ready for. He grabs me and sets me on his lap. I try to move back to my position I was but then I heard him.

  Moan.

  Shit, this isn't what I wanted I try to get off but he grabs at my hips.

  "Harry, can we just watch the movie?" I smile at him so he doesn't get mad.

  But he does.

  "You wanted to cuddle. Why don't want to now?" He pulls me back to him. This time he has me turned so I was looking at him

  "I- I just want to watch the movie, that's all."

  He gets pissed then pushes me off of him.

  "I dont get you Anna, you say you want to cuddle, you've been being nice and loving to me, why are backing off now?"

   Because I don't want sex with you.

  "Anna come on tell me, why can't we?" I pushes.

  I try to ignore him but he kept pestering after another. I kept telling him I just wanted to watch the movie but he wouldn't just quit.

  Finally it got to the point where I couldn't keep it in anymore.

  "I DON'T WANT SEX WITH YOU, YOU'RE MY KIDDNAPPER, I DON'T EVEN WANT TO FUCKING CUDDLE WITH YOU ANYWAY BUT I DON'T HAVE ANY CHOICE!"