Chapter Five

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Carrie's POV

I woke up alone in Everly's bed. I sit and look around. I get up and take a shower.

I was not happy about showing on my own. I miss Everly. Wait what?! I shake my thoughts away. Sadly they just flow back in. The way Everly pulled my hair and warned me. The way she held me close. How she saved me.

I sigh and get out of the shower. I feel a rush of sadness and loneliness. I remember the other reason I stayed with Xander my fear of abandonment. I put on different pajamas and crawl back into bed sadness and loneliness absorbing me.

 I put on different pajamas and crawl back into bed sadness and loneliness absorbing me

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I suck my paci and lay in bed

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I suck my paci and lay in bed. I began to let my thoughts drift off to Everly and Xander.

Xander is a meanie now. Xander is no longer the guy I fell in love with. Xander never left me alone and if he did it was a short time. Xander loves me. Xander always use to hold me and kiss me. Then he just changed became distant.

Everly is very nice, kind, and caring. Everly is like everything I want I one person. Everly leaves me alone often. Everly gives me a bath, cares for me, and tries everything to cheer me up. Everly holds me close to her at night. I feel so safe I her arms. I kinda like her.

My only issue is I hate being alone. Everly is constantly leaving me like at the café. I still love Xander and don't know if I can move on from him.

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