The afternoon like usual was bland and boring, i ate my dinner before returning to my bedroom. my eyes refusing to glance in the direction of my siblings bedrooms… they had only been gone for two month's but it still hurt… slinking into my bedroom i shut the wooden door silently glancing around my room letting out a gentle sigh i slip off my sweatshirt tossing it into the laundry i slink into my bed the warm sheets no longer comforted me as i slowly sink burying my face into the fluffy sheets
The night inched on sleep never coming to me… though when i did it was not peaceful witnessing first hand deaths of more people i love to this horrid disease every moment i could smell the bile there body spilt when they fell to the floor convulsing as the disease fully Took form in there bodys i can see there eyes slowly roll back as they thrash on the floor and I'm left powerlessly watching over and over i watch them die… each Death just seemed more Gruesome then the last… the final Death… it woke me… i saw myself… thrashing and writhing in pain as my body gives up on itself then black… as slowly my eyes flutter open greeted by the dulled morning light in my room i let out a dull soft groan Hands gripping into fists then relaxing as she slowly sits up i felt a tad dizzy but that's from the horridly sinking feeling in my stomach. i rose up from bed moving too my closet slipping out of my clothes into new ones skinny jeans, a black Ac'dc shirt a black sweatshirt unzipped and a black beanie teachers wouldn't care anyways they gave up on dresscode a month after this mess started.
I let out a soft Huff as i looked over herself in the Mirror i bent down slipping into my all black converse which matched my black socks i slowly strutted down out of her room, down the stairs grabbing my bag as she walked
"Bye mom!" I called out getting no response she must have already left i continue exiting my house moving off too my bus stop the wait was only five minutes before the yellow School bus rolled up before me.
My breath hitched in my throat another day… another day… i push my self forward my feet slowly strutting up the steps into the bus eyes facing the floor moving down to the back of the bus into my normal seat slipping all the way in leaning my head against the glass… it was sunny for once how long had it been sense i could just run out in the grass, in the vivid sun i let out a disappointed sigh.
Listening to the creaks and groans of the bus as it rolled Along down the road hitting soft bumps occasionally i shut my eyes letting the silence lull me into a daydream like state.
