DARKER SHADES OF YOONMIN 💜

BROKEN LETTER

Namjoon enter Yoongi's office and he was startled when he saw all of the files was scattered on the floor, there's also a broken glass and the chairs was turned upside down. Like there's a hurricane here a while ago.

Yoongi was standing near the glass wall while looking outside, there's a paper in his hand that already crumbled from Yoongi's tight gripped..

"Hyung," Namjoon moves and stand besides Yoongi..

"He left.." Yoongi said and shoved the paper at Namjoon's chest. The elder walks to the other room..

Namjoon smoothen the papers and read what's inside..

~Yoongi,

Please don't look for me anymore.

I've came to a decision that I want to have a peaceful life. This is not easy for me to do, because we become closed to each other, but I don't think I'm fit in living with you and your lifestyle. Worrying and fearing for my life and the one I love every single day is not healthy. There's so many questions that's kept on running into my head.

Is this the life I want to live?

Is this the kind of person I want to love?

Can I be stronger to live in his dangerous world?

Can I sacrifice my heart and life for him?

And my answer is No, I can't.

So this is me, Park Jimin, cutting the cord with you Min Yoongi. I hope you won't bother me anymore, as we take our paths in separate ways..

Let's not meet ever again,

~PJM
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Namjoon sighs he now knows why Yoongi destroy this place. He follows the elder on the other side of the room and just like Yoongi's office the whole place is a mess.

Yoongi is sitting on a chair while holding a glass of whiskey, the elder was staring outside the window again..

Namjoon didn't talk and just stands there near the door, by the looks of it, Yoongi won't accept anything he was going to say, and actually he really didn't know what to say in this kind of situation.

Yoongi looks broken.

He understands Yoongi's feeling right now, this feeling is new to the elder, he never dared anyone to be involved in his personal life. He was so reserved and every decision he make was calculated and sure. Jimin was the first Yoongi took seriously to be his, and opening his life to another person is really a big deal for Yoongi, and Jimin's letter definitely broke Yoongi's heart. After Jimin saw what Yoongi did to Jonghyun, he left in the middle of the night and write this goodbye letter to Yoongi. Maybe Jimin left because he can't stand this kind of life..

"I thought he liked me too though. But I shouldn't blame him, who wants a difficult life like this anyway. Who wants a relationship with a Mafia Lord like me. I regret offering him a job. I should just ignore him before," Yoongi chuckled and pours whiskey in his glass again..

This is the first time he acts like this, like a loser. He never lose to anyone. He's the Mafia Lord, he owned the AGUST the most feared family was in his hand. He feared no one.

He didn't even shed a single tear when his father and mother died, because he was strong. He doesn't have weaknesses, that was not written in his vocabulary.

But Jimin plant that thing on him, now his stone heart suddenly suffering from a pain he never felt before. The kind of pain where your mind suddenly went blank, and everything felt like nothing.

He was lost.

Jimin thawed his frozen heart, enters it, then run away, leaving a deep wound on it, and now he doesn't know how to stop the bleeding, it's suffocating him.

He's scared, this feeling is too strong for him, Jimin is like a drug invading his mind until he can't properly think anymore and just continue missing his smile and laugh. He sniffs until a hot liquid flows down in his eyes every time he blinks..

He's crying..

He laughs.."What the hell is my problem?, Why am I wasting my tears over him? If he doesn't want me, It's fine. I don't need someone who can't accept me. This is why I hate people in general. They're just going to make you feel special in a weird way, then leave you when you have already fallen hard." He gulps the whiskey..

"I'll be fine. I'll just have to let this go, to let go of his memory. The way he kissed me. The way he smelled. The way he touched me. I have to let it go, and I have to let him go. Because that's who he was, not who he is.."

"I can find another one, right Joon?, Better than him.." Yoongi gripped his glass and for some reason he felt the pain again after saying those words. He shouts and throw the glass on the window and buried his face in his hand..

Who is he kidding? He will never find someone else better that Jimin.

Park Jimin is irreplaceable..