LET GO

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Jimin was startled when Jackson enters the room and throw a paper bag on the bed..

"Get dressed, we will go somewhere interesting.." Jackson grinned at him..

Jimin didn't answer, the side of his mouth is still aching from Jackson's slapped. He just stares at the paper bags in front of him.

"Why did you not eat your food!?, You're so fucking stubborn you know that?, Well, I'll tell you now, don't ever fucking make a scene later in front of my colleagues or I swear, your brother will be under six feet on the ground before the sunrise. Now move your pretty ass and get dressed! I'll wait for you downstairs, move now! Don't fucking test me.." Jackson slammed the door shut..

Jimin sighs and looks at the clothes inside, he chooses the black T-shirt and black tight pants. He don't want and don't need to impress Jackson, he didn't even cover his bruises on his face and the purple marks on his arm is very visible because of his pale skin. He walks downstairs, Jackson is already in the car, Xiumin open the door for him.

Jackson glance at him, Jimin just sit there in silence..

Jimin looks outside, the streetlights started to light up as the surroundings getting dark. He can't believe he misses being out like this. Just because of Jackson's obsession to him, Jungkook and him was both tied in a situation they are not supposed to be in.

He wanted to cry, he misses his friends, Jin, Hoseok and Namjoon and he misses him..

He missed Yoongi so much, it hurts.

They stopped in front of a huge gate, it was a mansion, Jackson get out first and turn to him.

"Stay here. I'll call you later.." Jackson said before disappearing in front of him.
.....

"-the other mafia's was already alarmed about the riot that's kept on happening in the Eastern District of Seoul, and about the-" Sehun stops when the door to the meeting room slammed open.."Who the fuck is that!!?" Sehun stands on his chair..

"Well, Hello to you too Sehun-ssi, move the fuck, I'm going to sit here.." Jackson pushes Sehun to the other side of the table and occupy the seat in front of Yoongi..

"And who do you think you are!?" Sehun gritted his teeth..

"Sehun, let him.." Yoongi said not bothering to glance in Jackson's direction, he's just staring at his phone on the table..

"See?, now sit motherfucker and explain to me why are you having a meeting without my knowledge.." Jackson hissed at Sehun..

"Hah!, and why do we need to inform you? You're a fucking traitor!, You had no shame to Suga-ssi! You ungrateful bastard!" Sehun shouts furiously..

"And the fuck do you mean by that!!?" Jackson slammed his hand on the table..

"Stop acting like a fool!! You merged the Eastern District to the Syndicate's!" Dahyun joined the conversation too..

"And so what!? It can help my business to get wider! It will also give you the profit since half of my income was directly deposited to the AGUST!!," Jackson was red now from anger..

"I don't need your fucking income Wang, I can even buy your pathetic life if I wanted to.." Yoongi smirk still not looking at Jackson..

"So what the hell is this? Are you removing me from the AGUST!?" Jackson glares at Yoongi..

"You removed yourself Wang. Don't blame me.." Yoongi tilt and rest his chin on his right arm..

"Fuck you!!, you're just jealous because he left you for me!! He chooses me over you, because you're a fucking shit of a bastard!" Jackson points his finger to Yoongi, he was so fucking mad right now...

Everyone in the room fell into silence, Yoongi raise his eyebrow and look at Jackson, his face is void with any emotions.

Jackson laughs like a crazy asshole, "I am right! You are the one who sabotaged my transactions and you're also the brain behind ruining my reputation to Alpha X! Because you can't accept the fact that Doll come to me and plead to get him away from you!! That he doesn't want to be with you!! You're a dirty player, and he said that he's scared you're just using him to please yourself!!"

"W-what the fuck are you saying?" Sehun was so confused right now..

"You heard me! My Doll left that bastard for me!! And to prove you fucking Yoongi that even if you removed me from the Agust! I still have your top possession in your whole  damn life!! Xiumin bring my Baby Doll here! I want to show everyone the love of my life-" Jackson smile to mock Yoongi, "-Park Jimin"
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Jimin was startled when someone taps him on his shoulder, he didn't notice that he already fell asleep. He gets down in the car and follow Xiumin walks in the dark, they enter a room and he halts in his step when his eyes met with those orbs he misses the most..

'Yoongi..' he whispered in his head, while his whole body started to tremble.

He wants to run to Yoongi's arm and hug him tightly. He wants to kiss him like there is no tomorrow. He wants to hear those deep baritone voice again calling his name. He suddenly felt he's vulnerable just by seeing Yoongi this close.

'I m-missed you..' he wanted to say, but the coldness of Yoongi's eyes while looking at him makes his heart clenched in pain..

Jackson grabs his wrist and pulled him near the table and hug his waist. Everyone was looking at them and he felt small under their gazes, he looks again at Yoongi's face and the emotion he saw in the elder's eyes makes his world crumble down to his feet.

Disgusted.

He saw Yoongi was looking at them with disgust. His lip quivers, he suddenly felt the urge to kneel in front of Yoongi and begged to listen to him that if he's thinking he submitted his self to Jackson he was wrong. He shakes his head a little. His throat got dry and he can't find his voice, he just chant the words in his mind as his tears keep running down his cheeks..

'Y-yoongi, please don't look at me like that. B-baby you're hurting m-me. I vowed m-myself to you, I didn't submit to him, please d-don't look at me like I'm dirty and a piece of shit..'

He can't stand the pain so he looked away, he bites his lips and started to sob. Jackson was saying something, but he can't catch up, his brain is in chaos, the last thing he remembers is Jackson lick his neck, he pushes him away  and then he found his self slumping down on the floor, nose and mouth bleeding from Jackson's hard slap. He blinks and coughs, his sight blurs, he closes his eyes and Xiumin pick him up and started to walk him outside the room. He slumps down in the car, he hugs his self and cry his heart out.

The coldness in his beloved eyes. The way Yoongi looks at him with disgust. Dawon holds Yoongi's hand and Yoongi didn't move away. Even after Jackson hurt him, Yoongi didn't even bother to move a single muscle..

"He doesn't want me anymore.."

"He thinks that Jackson feast on my body.."

"He will not call me his Baby anymore.."

"He's disgusted at me. He hates me."

Jimin mumbles while curling his self into a ball, his tears don't stop, the blood from his nose and mouth smudges in his shirt, but he doesn't care anymore. The pain in his heart is eating every piece of his sanity..

"Yoongi, don't let me go, I'm not ready to let go."

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