After School [AMBW]

9- Aftermath Pt.2: Downfall

      "Sh**" I said under my breath, after not being able to see who was there by the time I actually looked. I quickly took M1's hand off of me and dashed out into the rest of McDonald's.

"Kendall, is it okay if me and Jonathan go now?" I asked.
"Sure, I'll just wait for M1 to come out of the toilets" she said smiling, probably thinking I was leaving them alone for her, when in reality I just didn't want to stay in a room with him.

"Can we go to your place please?" I said as I grabbed Jonathan's hand and walked out.
"Damn Tiana if you want" Jonathan said shocked but pleased.

When we got to his house, I immediately started kissing him.
"Aye wait; MUUM?" He shouted to see if she had left home yet.

With no answer, we went to his room. I didn't know what I was doing. I was full of confusion, anger and guilt. He started taking off my clothes as I laid beneath him.

"Wait, stop" I whispered, moving to sit up with tears forming in my eyes.
"What's wrong b" Jonathan asked, putting his arms around me. I really really liked Jonathan, but I couldn't ignore my feelings for Matthew. What was I even supposed to tell him - I like you but, oh, I also like your best friend who kissed me yesterday.
"I-I'm just not ready, I don't even know why I'm doing this" I said using that as an excuse.
"It's caaaalm Tiana; mans not forcing anything" he reassured me, giving me my top back. He's literally perfect. What boy in South London would act like this? I needed to get my head straight.

"Let me go before my mum wonders where I am.." I said putting my clothes back on.
We kissed after he dropped me by my house. Déjà vu...

——[skip to next day after school]

Me, Jessica, M1 and Jonathan sat at a table while Kendall went to wait for her order at the counter. I held Jonathan's hand, trying to calm my nerves as I sat across from Matthew.

I looked over and saw Kendall talking to Tamera and Bethany, them showing her something on a phone. I was so confused as it didn't look like they were about to bang each other up. Kendall suddenly turned in the direction of our table, with anger in her eyes. She started walking towards us.

"You're such a sket" she shouted, looking at me.
"What?" I said.
"You heard what I said" Kendall turned to Jonathan, "you know your 'girl' is sleeping with him" she shouted, pointing at M1, loud enough for the whole McDonald's to hear.

Before anyone could say anything, Kendall got a 10 second video recording of me and M1; him saying all the nice things about me, with his arm around my waist, looking like we're about to kiss, with me not stepping back.

"Ai what the F*** man" Jonathan said as he stood up and pushed M1 off of his chair.
"You and my girl? You're actually a snake... Are you DUMB?! You're supposed to be my g! You waste man!" Jonathan shouted as M1 stood up to have an actual fight.
"You're just jealous that she actually wanted to sleep with ME" M1 said, winding Jonathan up.

Jonathan pounced on M1 getting him into a head lock.
"Stop! It's not even like that! We've never slept together!" I shouted trying to stop the fighting.
"What?" Jonathan said, out of breath looking back and forth at me an M1.
"We still lipsed though" M1 said with pettiness.

Jonathan looked at me reading my face. I slowly nodded with tears falling down my face. He walked out of McDonald's with his hood on.

"Jonathan, wait!" I called out with no answer.

"Still a fake b****" Kendall added, walking out.
"I can't believe you of all people would do that..." Jessica said with disappointment, following Kendall out. My heart dropped, hearing them say those things, and seeing the hatred in their eyes.

I saw Tamera and Bethany laughing from afar. One of them must have been who I saw watching us.

"Ignore them Tee" M1 said trying to put his hand on mine. I moved my hand away quickly, and got up.
"For f**** sake" I whispered as I left McDonald's. I decided to walk home so that there wouldn't be a chance of me bumping into anyone on a bus. My mum wouldn't even be home until tomorrow night because of her work, so I'd be suffering alone. My heart ached as I quickly made my way.