Treacherous Love

Painful safe place

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WARNING: This book has a few controversial scenes (including sexual), so if you're sensitive or offend easily I seriously recommended that you stop reading at this point.!! With that being said 🎥📽🎬

I woke up starving, it was still dark in the room because of the type of blinds that Maurice used. I sat up and looked at the empty space next to me.... so it wasn't a nightmare, F***! what the hell am I going to do now? I got up to use the bathroom and wasn't surprised to see Maurice sleep in his recliner. After I peed I went back into the room and started searching for my purse. I needed to get the hell out of this house if for no other reason than him not wanting me to leave. I stood in the middle of floor with my hands on my hips biting my bottom lip trying to figure out where he put it. My stomach was growling, I shook my head and walk downstairs to the kitchen. Normally I hook my Bluetooth up to the speaker, start my coffee and then begin making our usual breakfast. I could have used some coffee right now but I damn sure wasn't in the mood to be Martha Stewart this morning, so I decided to make coffee but I only put one English muffin in the toaster and grabbed a banana to satisfy me until I could get to that. This was ridiculous, how the hell can a man love a woman and betray her at the same time? I mean I know that he loves me but now I'm wondering if I was the only one that he treats me like a queen. If I based it off the conversation I heard last night I would say no, but he was angry so that's probably not how he treats her on a regular basis because a good looking man was one thing but if he treats you like s*** you can do without. Then I started wondering if it was more than just her. "Oh God!" I couldn't help but to say it out loud. How will I be able to trust him and take him at his word again? how long has this been going on? He's had that truck for about 6 months now and I know the relationship didn't start there cuz he had to get her into him before she cashed out. Even if I wanted to look past all those questions she's pregnant and that fact that there's a possibility that it's his, I just can't..... sitting at the table by myself for breakfast felt weird, but as much as I wanted to run screaming and yelling away from him, I've always been able to lean on him. What do you do when the person that you run to is the one you want to run away from? and there goes the floodgates! I was angrily wiping away my tears "Good morning" Maurice was standing by the kitchen island, he looked like he was trying to figure what to say next. I stood up and put the last bite of my muffin in my mouth and went to the sink to wash out my cup and plate. "You ate breakfast without me? so I see we're still not talking yet huh?!" he asked dryly. I ignored him and continued what I was doing "Could you fill this for me please?" handing me the teapot. Without looking at him I took the pot and rinsed it before filling it with cold water. Instead of handing it back to him I put it on the stove and started back upstairs. "So your not only rude you're also petty this morning" he's never really been a morning person so almost everything he says is dry. "Well if someone didn't hide my purse I could leave and you wouldn't have to deal with my rude petty ass this morning!" I turned around and waited for his response. After dropping the scooper back in the sugar jar it seems like he took a deep breath because his shoulders rose and fell. He stretched his hands out and smacked his palms on the countertop. "Rai I'm trying to let you have your little moment, but you know damn well doing this early in the morning you're going to get your feelings hurt...   So, ask yourself are you really ready for this right now?! Miss big badass?" I didn't give a damn that he had an attitude right now f*** him, but looking at his stance and facial expressions I decided to just go upstairs. I wanted to call and talk to someone because I was just completely mentally fried by this, but at the same time why would I want everyone to know that the man that I loved and claimed he loved me back possibly had his side chick pregnant. Instead of going back to the bedroom I decided to go in the nursery and sit in rock in my chair. I remember the first time I saw this chair, we were in the baby store and I sat down on it and fell completely in love. I was only about two months so I wasn't showing. Maurice took one of the decorative pillows and stuck it under my shirt so that I could see how I would look in a few months. A couple of weeks ago I came home and it was sitting here with a giant pink and gold bow. Maurice was already in love with this little girl, he was always so affectionate and made sure he was very attentive to my needs. I rubbed my belly because she started kicking. Our first doctor's appointment he was right there asking questions.... until the last 15 minutes he went missing in action on me when he had to take a phone call. That was the last appointment he came to. I was so upset when he missed our sonogram when they told me it was a girl. I had to go straight to work from there but he had painted the whole nursery pink with sparkly gold borders. Even though we didn't have the crib at the time he had a comforter set that match with little brown babies with gold crowns. Wow! I just can't believe it. Will she get the same treatment? even if he wasn't in a relationship with her and they hadn't planned that child like we planned ours, the fact still remains that she would be carrying his child. I stopped rocking and begin wiping away the tears that started streaming, I was about to get out the chair but I realized Maurice was standing in the doorway. "Damn can I just get a moment please? I need some time to wrap my head around this mess that you've created!" I growled at him and slumped back down in the chair which caused it to begin rocking again. He just stood there and didn't respond. I looked at him and made a frustrated grunting sound and ran my hand through my hair, his eyebrows raised and he crossed his arms and one foot over the other leaning against the wall. "God you won't give me my purses so I can leave and you won't leave me be so I can think! What!.... What is it that you want from me Maurice?" all he did was tighten his lips and nod his head. I wiggled my body out the chair and try to storm pass them. He grabbed me but this time he embraced me. I pushed and pulled away but he didn't let go. I shift back and forth trying to wiggle out of his arms and finally gave in and stood still. He tried to put my arms around his neck and I pulled them back. "No" I wimpered and I lost all my composure. "Why?" I asked, trying again to free myself of his grasp. "How could you do this to me? how could you do this to us?" he responded softly "Rai I'm so sorry baby, I never meant for this to happen." I was crying and pushing at him "I hate you, I f****** hate you Maurice!" I was starting to lose my fight and I just let myself slip down to the floor consumed. "No you don't Rai! you love me and I love you so much... it was never my intentions to hurt you, I swear." He sat down in front of me with his legs open and pulled me into him "I love you. You got to know that. I made a mistake but I can't lose you. Baby please let me make this right." he was grabbing my face and trying to get me to look in his eyes. "You can't make this right" I buried my face in his chest "Baby I can if you let me! just let me try." I just shook my head no but I stayed there in his arms. I needed this, I wanted his comforting embraced and calm demeanor to soothe me, but at the same time he was the very reason that I needed comforting. He must have felt the baby kicking him because he placed his head on my belly and begin rocking me. "Ssssshh.." he grabbed my face again and put his forehead on mine. an "I'm so sorry baby. I won't lose you, I won't lose my family I love you and I need you." then he kissed me. It was everything that I wanted in this moment, if it had been any other circumstance I would have seeked this from him. I just let go and kiss him back. Before I knew it, I was on my back and he was leaning over me kissing me lifting the shirt up and kissing and sucking at my nipples. I arch my back and pulled at him. With one last lick he began to move down my body, he kissed my belly twice and raise my knees to give him access to my thighs sucking and nibbling. I couldn't help it I thought about the idea of him treating another woman's body this way and even though it felt awesome my body begin to tense back up. I was in turmoil even at that moment that normally brought so much pleasure. When his tongue begin to bathe my clit I close my eyes and concentrated on the feeling alone. I could feel myself loosening up again I open my eyes and they locked with his I reached down and grabbed his hair as my hips begin to move and I arch my back as I completely let go and our fingers locked. His other hand he placed it on my belly gently and I could feel the beginning of that tingle when his cell phone went off. It wasn't unusual for that to happen often and as usual he didn't pay it any attention, but my body tensed again and I came down off that high he was good at taking me on. He must have noticed the difference because he let go of my hand and belly, grabbed my hips and pulled me closer to his mouth as his tongue dived in and out of me. I tried to get back in the mood but it was over. That stolen moment were passion outweighs logic and make my way to some of the best sex. He had made a great attempt to have make-up sex but that damn phone ruined it for me. Finally he gave up and he patted my leg as he began taking off his sweat pants and underwear. That was his signal for me to roll over, I hesitated a moment but did it anyway. Doggystyle (when it's done right) is one of my favorite positions. I got down on my knees and laid the top half of my body on the floor. I'm usually dripping wet by now but when he entered me I was dry and it hurt. He grabbed my hips and begin a slow grind I balled my fists and bit my bottom lip, I was already beginning to run and he was just getting started. Usually it's a pleasure pain but this time it was less pleasurable and more painful. It felt like he was going deeper and harder with every stroke. When I started making noises trying to take it he smack my ass and said "Move!" he was still and allowed me to control the depth and speed that I needed to open up as I gently twerked on his dick. I felt the raindrops return. By this time I had made it all the way to the wall and I reached my hand out to stable myself as I begin to slightly switch our position. When he was able to move as he wanted without me tensing from pain he reached out and wrapped his arm around my breast cupping one and the other hand he placed on my lower belly and trailed  kisses up and down my neck. "Yes.... mmm... oh yes." I cried out between clenched teeth and was finally able to match his Pace "There you are, that's my beautiful Rai" he said breathlessly. "Oh Daddy, oh your dick feels so good. Mmmm oooooh." my whole body was tingling and I could feel that familiar shiver coming on. By this time my arms were pinned against the wall as he drove inside me with skillful Strokes. "You going to come for me baby?" S*** at this point I didn't have a choice. "Yes daddy! Yes! I'm close. Just keep f****** me just like that." His phone went off again and it was like someone splashed a bucket of cold water on me. This time my mind was fighting against my body and I was no longer moving. "Stop Maurice!" I tried pulling my fingers from his hands but he held on. "I need you to stop" In the back of my mind I knew that was almost impossible at this point because I felt him at the start of his climax. "Maurice please" I know it was crazy but I lost that moment, all I could hear was her telling him that he knew all that they did wasn't just for f*** buddies "No no no baby please? I can't. Come on baby can you feel that? I know you do, your pussy tells me that you feel it. Can't you feel me making love to you Rai?" his breath were rigid and his voice sounded strained as he whispered in my ear. "Just move baby, come on love just move for me." Closing my eyes I squeeze my kegel muscles and grind my hips to his rhythm. It didn't take long before I heard that growl and felt him explode inside of me. I waited for him to gain control but he never loosened his grip on my hands. I was pinned against the wall and was listening for his breathing to return to normal but even after it did he didn't move. "Maurice!" after a long pause he responded "Must you always play the victim love? you enjoyed it and there's nothing wrong with that. Why can't you just let go and just take us a moment at a time? just go with the flow. Stop fighting me." His phone rang again and I pushed back so hard that we almost both fell backward "What the f*** Rai" I used the wall to help balance me enough to stand up. I picked up his phone and answered it "Hello!" I yelled into the phone, the person on the line hung up. I threw the phone against the wall "I think it was your baby mama, you should make sure she's feeding your baby!" I stormed out the room.

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