I'll save people somehow

The nightmare

(Hello btw 'this' is like a voice in someone's head. If you know you know)

TW/ self harming and brief suggestions of rape

Izu's POV😖

Izuku is walking home when someone pulls him in a back alley. "Hello deku~"(takuri) "o-oh hi T-takuri" The cinnamon roll stutters fear. "Ha he's already stuttering... he's such a wimp" (takuri)"let's just get this over with"(kurah)"w-what do y-you mean k-k-kurah" "just don't make to much noise deku~"(kurah)He continues in that weird ass tone confusing me even more. 'Why can't they leave me alone' "yeah we don't have time for another useless wanna be hero"(takuri)'they're right you know' The room shifts to black. All I can hear is the screams from that day and the voice my head taunting me.
Your worthless
Your just another wannabe
Useless deku
You'll never really save anyone
Cut 
Cut
Cut
Cut
CUT!

I wake up with a jolt only to realize there are tears streaming down my face. 'Please still be asleep dabi' ( as I was spelling dabi autocorrect said daddy. I just lost my last two brain cells) I glances to the other side of the room. 'At least he didn't wake up' 'yeah you would have been a burden then' 'stop' 'never' 'why' 'you know the way to make it go away' 'no' 'why not' 'cause dabi told me not to' 'he did that out of pity' 'no he didn't ' 'you just burden him' 'then why hasn't he thrown me out' 'he's just using you the second he sees how useless you really are he'll throw you out just like everyone else' 'no he won't... stop' 'make me' I sigh in defeat 'fine' I get up and go to the bathroom.  I lock the door behind me and go to the cabinet. After a few seconds of looking I pull out a first aid kit. "I'm sorry dabi" I open it and pull out some bandages and disinfect. I go to the toilet and open the top. Pulling out a black pouch as I start to tremble. 'at least I locked the door this time' I think back to the time he caught me. He was pissed that I would do that to myself. I'll have to hurry if I want to be done before dabi wakes up. I start slashing away at my skin till the voices turn into hushed wispers. I stop as I realize what time it is. Dabi is probably up but now. 

Dabi🙃🔥

After another long restless sleep I woke up to a empty bed across the room. 'oh God don't do what I think you're doing izu' I get up and rush to the bathroom. I hear the water on in the sink and walk-in on izu brushing his teeth. "Hey nii-chan. Glad your awake" (Izuku) 'Guess he didn't do it' "you exited for patrol" "hell yeah"(izuku) "ok well hurry up" I'm just glad he's not cutting but maybe I should check his arms later just incase. 

Broccoli boi pov🥦🤗

We suit up for patrol and leave base. (an abandon ware house) As we walk I get this gut twisting feeling that something will happen tonight. I don't know what's going to happen but it feels like It's a fire in my gut. I glance at nii-chan as we land on a tall building. I can tell it's not just me. We look around and I'm hit with the memories of that night. God that was the worse night of my life. I remember the day I came here. That was the first day I ment dabi. 

Flash back

TW attempted suicide

I run up the stairs of a really tall building and started to mumble to myself but someone heard me. "I think this thing is tall enough. I'm sorry Mom but I can't take it. I'm just a waste of space. The fall should kill me and I have my notes... Good bye." As I talk I set everything up. My shoes are off with the notes in them. I'm at the edge about to go over the rail. Then I  hear a voice behind me quickly approaching. "What the hell do you think you're doing kid" (???) "Please don't stop me" I start to lean over the edge until I felt strong arms wrap around me and pull me away from the edge. I start to kick and scream and tell him to "just let me die". As we get farther from the edge I realize he won't let me and I stop struggling and ask him "why". He just turns me around and starts to talk to me. "I could ask you the same thing. What made you think to try this." As I think about the question I look up at him and notice his scars. They were big and looked like burns. He sees me staring like an idiot and claps in my face. I flinch bad and he looks at me funny. "Can I walk you home"(dabi) "u-uhh I d-don't even know y-your name" "it's Dabi... now can I make sure you go home safe" (dabi) "I c-can't" " and why is that"(dabi) "I don't want to talk about it" "ok well I'm not leaving you alone after what happened... So what's your name" (dabi) "oh i-its izuku, m-midoria izuku" " ok Midoria let's go"(dabi) "where are we going" "well if it's ok with you we can go to my apartment"(dabi) "t-that would be n-nice" Then my mask breaks as realization finally washed over me. I start crying as he slowly wraps his arms around me. We just stay their for a while until the tears stop. I just stand their and watch as he picks up my stuff without looking away from me. He probably is trying to make sure I don't run for the edge again. We start to make our descent from the building.

End flash back~

"Hey deku it's been quiet so far... do you want t-" (dabi) He gets cut off by a scream. " Never mind" (dabi) He huffs out a sigh and starts to walk to the edge. We run and jump to the noise. 

(here is a small rant for you. My dad just told us to clean the upstairs And I was like cool but my brother was pissed. even though I cleaned it last time with barely any help. But most of the stuff was his this time. So I'm like as long as you do your stuff I'll do mine but then he blamed the entire upstairs on me. So we got into a huge fight about it and we were already on thin ice. But there is more he poured two boxes on the floor and in to other boxes. We spent hours sorting through those boxes and he messed it up so I'm pissed.)