_ 𝚗𝚘 𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚢 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚜
𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚗𝚊𝚖𝚎
𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚋𝚞𝚜𝚢 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑
𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚎𝚍 _
"Bummie, it's Chrismas Day!
I hope you're celebrating
it with your friends in Paris
I...
I am celebrating it alone..
But it's okay, you know
I'm used to it.."
I stop the video..
My heart aches as I look
at his gloomy eyes
I'm a jerk.. for leaving him, am I not?
"Uhm Mark and Jinyoung did ask me if I wanted to join them..
I just didn't feel like it
You know that reminds me of our times together... before, ha ha"
I let out a bitter laugh
Yes.. I remember that too Youngjae
Our times.. before...
together
now we're just lonely, aren't we?
or...
now I'm just lonely...
"Oh yeah I said I'll tell you about our friends last time right?
They are doing very well and they're all doing what they love
Apparently Jinyoung has a new boyfriend?
And he's a foreigner!
I'm very happy for him.
Oh! Mark and BamBam are doing great too
They're still as passionate
about fashion as before.
Such ambitious guys
Hhm...
I hope you'll get to do what you love too Jaebum ah..
I know being a music producer might be hard
But you can do it!
I believe in you!
Oh i gotta go now
See you tomorrow, Jaebum
and
Merry Christmas"
I hope I made you proud.. Youngjae ah
I...
I don't know anymore..
What's the point...
of being a well known producer..
because after all,
even if I write a thousand songs
about you..
You won't be here to hear them.
YOU ARE READING
Island ijb x cyj
Fanfiction*sequel of 'R A I N Y'* 2 years have passed since that tragic day,... Jaebum is starting to move on Until Jinyoung give him a video of Youngjae... Emotions and memories that he thought he has forgotten, came back to him, clearly, vividly...
