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_𝙼𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚕𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚢 𝚕𝚎𝚏𝚝
𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗
𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚜𝚠𝚎𝚛_

"Hey...Jaebum..
It's me, Youngjae
Today is the 23rd of December
It's been a while since you're gone..
I have been crying a lot
I just-
I just miss you... I guess
*sad laugh*
I know that me doing this..
Is not going to bring you back
Or change the past
But still..
I did it...
And I think I'm going to do this daily
And at some point..
When I have the courage
I'll come to see you
And work things out
Maybe all of these videos I'm doing will never be seen and
all this will be useless
*laughs*
Anyways...
How are you?
I heard that the uni you're studying at is a good one
So I guess you're doing fine
I can't belive that we're studying at universities already
It seems like it was only yesterday
That we were chasing each other down the halls of our high school
Those were really good times,
weren't they?
*smiles*
*looks at the clock*
Oh.. I got to go now
Bye Jaebum
*smiles*"

I stop the video
A tear rolls down my cheek
I look at the screen
The face of the one I love is right here, infront of me
I really.. really miss him...
My fingers goes to the screen...
Trying to somehow touch his face
The face that I always longed for
The voice that I always want to hear
The smile that could
brighten up my day
It was all gone...
Gone for good..
But I know..
At some point..
When I have the courage..
I'll come to see you, Youngjae.

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