Chapter 10: Promise

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*This artist is just so talented like damn. These aren't mine they belong to Ellen drawings.*

Jungkook's POV

I couldn't help it. I was walking by and saw her laying in her bed. Her eyes were closed so I figured she was asleep. I also noticed how she had goosebumps and didn't have a blanket.

So I walked in and covered her up. Her baby blue blanket was incredibly soft and had puff balls on the sides. I took another look at her and I couldn't look away. She usually had a concerned or emotionless face on.

But in that moment her expression was beautiful. Her face looked peaceful as if her life was completely normal and great. Her rosy plump lips looked so soft. Her hair was a little messy giving her a look I really hoped to see more.

I didn't even notice I was leaning into towards her lips, and I thankfully had stopped myself. Yet I still wanted my lips on her so I kissed her cheek near her lip. I was grateful she didn't wake up. I shouldn't have kissed her. Because now I want more.

This is like I'm a thirsty man in a desert who hasn't drank water in months. And this woman was the water I was finally given.My plan was to just have fun with her then throw her aside. But I can't do that.

That's like wasting the only water I had in that extremely hot desert. I only just realized how much this woman had affected me in such a short time. I can see how much I've changed since I've met her. She made me fucking soft.

One part of me is saying this is bad. She's making me soft and the fact that if I let this continue she's going to become my weakness. If I have a weakness...who knows what the enemies I have will do to her just to get to me.

I don't know if I could live with myself if something happened to her. Just the thought of someone hitting makes my blood boil. No one is going to hurt her for a s long as I live in this cruel miserable world.

Now the other part of me is saying let it happen. It's saying this could be the start of something beautiful. This could be the beginning of me having a chance to be happy. She could make me happy. But do I really deserve to be happy?

After everything I've done in life. After the countless deaths I've caused. Do I even deserve to have anything that could bring happiness? The answer is no. No I don't deserve it.

Continuing to try to keep whatever we have going is selfish. But I'm a selfish bastard. And I'm going to keep being selfish. So I'm making a promise to myself.

I get up from the bed and walks towards her door. Before I walk out completely I turn off the lights and take one last look at her. I promise I won't let anyone hurt you and that you will be mine Park Rose.

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Jisoo's POV

I'm walking towards Rose's room to see if she's there. Walking down the hallway I see the picture we showed the boys of us as kids. I don't want to leave this behind.

I take the picture of the wall and continue towards Rose's room. I look through her door and see something surprising. I see Jungkook kiss Rose on her cheek. I quietly step back from her door. I walk fast, but quietly when I no longer see the door in sight.

Then I realized something. 'I should've taken a damn picture! Jisoo you idiot!' That's fine I'll just take a picture next time.

I turn around the corner and bump into someone's chest. Next thing you know I'm falling on my ass. I close my eyes and wait for the impact of the floor, but then I feel strong arms wrapping around my waist.

I slowly open my eyes and see Jin looking at me with his billion dollar smile. This man could be counted as handsome worldwide. "You ok? And are you gonna keep staring at my gorgeous face?"

I widen my eyes and get out of his hold. Jisoo: "S-sorry I wasn't looking where I was going. And yea I'm ok!" Crap my voice stuttered a little.

        He smirks noticing my stutter. Jin: "Am I that handsome?" He leans a little closer to my face. Jisoo: "Yes. I mean n-no well actually yes but-." He smiles once again and leans away again.

         He pats my head then leaves me there. I stand frozen only thinking one thing. 'Did he just pat my head!? Oh fuck no! I'm getting payback one way or another. No one pats my head!'

          Lisa: "Unnie are you ok?" Crap I was so out of it I didn't even see Lisa there. Jisoo: "Yea I'm fine, but I got tea on both Jennie and Rose!" Before she could respond I pull her towards my room.

-Time skip-

Rose's POV

I woke up to someone barging in my room. I groan and cover my with the pillow. "Get the fuck up!" I take the pillow off my face and see an angry looking Wheein. Rose: "Are you on your period?"

Wheein: "......Yes. But that doesn't matter right now! Why couldn't you hear us calling for you!?" Huh? Rose: "Bitch I don't know maybe cuz I'm dead asleep."

She rolls her and grabs my suit cases. Wheein: "Hurry up we're leaving already." I heavily sigh and reluctantly get up. I'm gonna miss this bed so much. I haven't even been in Seoul that long.

I grab some comfortable clothes and start changing. I figure it might be a long ride so I should be as comfortable as possible.

^Rose choice of clothing

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^Rose choice of clothing

I start to look for my phone quickly knowing they are probably getting impatient. I spot it on my desk and I grab it along with the charger. I grab my duffle bag and head outside.

I close the door and see only one car there. Where is everyone? "Finally. What were you doing woman?" I jump slightly and look to my side. There was Jungkook waiting with keys in his hand.

Rose: "Where is everyone?" Jungkook: "They left because you took so long. Now come on let's go you're riding with me." He didn't even let me speak before he walks towards the car and gets in.

The car was a navy blue LaFerrari. Makes me miss my car. My car is in Busan for a paint job. Jungkook honks making me flinch. Clearly I'm taking too long. I grab my duffle bag and hop in the car.

The car takes off before I can even buckle up. I stop myself from going flying by holding on to the arm rest. I look over at Jungkook with an irritated look. He smirks knowing I'm annoyed. This is gonna be a long car ride.

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That's the end of the chapter for today! Sorry I published this late it's just that it was my sisters 21st birthday today and I didn't have time to publish it. Anyway I hope you enjoyed the chapter! And be safe and stay home!

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