FF : I WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU
PART 13 :
Nisha : excuse me ? khushi .. I didn’t get you ..
Khushi : umhh ( she shrugged her shoulders ) well the.. seeing you I just can only remember the clowns .who dressed up in colouful dresses to seek people’s attention .. !! gosh!! .. a good circus people play in our societies by arranging marriages ( she said sarcastically )
Nisha : enough Khsuhi .. you are the guest of this house that’s why I am not saying a single word against you .. but that doesn’t mean you get the right to insult anyone !! please !! and .. This may looks funny to you but to the Indian brides it’s hold loads of values .. ! by the way whom I am explaining you will never understand this kind of thing .. !! huh !! A girl who was raped ... can never understand the value of this .. and I think it might be your behaviour only which makes the guy forced himself on you ..( nisha shouldn’t have said all this but in anger she didn’t realize what she actually said .. Khushi just startle back in shock ... and the next moment she just rushed out of the room. )
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Nisha : ( pacing around the room while biting her nails ) ohh god what have I said .. I shouldn’t have mention it but .. I should ask forgiveness from her .. ( that ‘s when anjali came inside calling her )
Anjali: what are you thinking so much ? haan ? your Arjun and his family have already come downstairs and waiting for you .. !! come fast .. ( by saying anjali leave .. wheras nisha just nodded and decided to talk with Khushi later and went out .. )
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Nish sat beside arnav who was having his interrogating session with Arjun .. while Nani and other’s are fine with nisha’s choice except .. Arti . who was sitting with a stern face and not even talking much ..
Arnav : arjun we are giving you the most precious diamond of ours .. hope you will not let us regret for our decision of giving .. Nisha to you ..
Arjun: bhaiya .. I am glad that you thought me capable to give her hand to me .. may be not like you but I will try my best to keep her happy ..( nisha looked at her mother by the corner of her eyes )
Nisha : ( whispering near arnav’s ears) bro .. mumma is not looking much happy see her face .. ( arnav just patted her cheeks consoling her )
Arnav : maa !! why are you silent don’t you have anything to talk with your future damaad !!
Arti : you are talking nah .. Arnav .. I have nothing to say over you ..( she said with a smile )
They were casually talking when they heard s ome noises from upstairs .. arnav and other’s looked toward the stairs only to find Khushi climbing down the stairs holding the alchahoil bottle in her hand ... her steps were trembling ..and it was clear that she is drunk ..
Everyone got up from their seats while arnav rushed to support her
Arnav ; khushi you consume alcahoil again ? ( khushi opened her eyes wide before placing finger on his lips)
Khushi: you talk too much Raizada !! you should have been the teacher of School rather than business man !!
Arnav ( calmly) : Khushi .. enough get back to your room !! I will talk to you later ..
Khushi : ( shroving him) Nope !! Unhh ... sorry riazada .. You know who I am ? I am a bad girl very bad girl ... !! ( she pushed him and walked toward the guest and stood infront of them ) ohh ..you are the groom!! Will like to have .. drink ( she extended the bottle toward arjun while Arnav come there and garbbed her by her arms)
Arnav : khushi let’s go to the room ..
Khushi : unhh stop ordering me raizada!! Let me introduce myself to the guests .. you know who am I ? I am Khushi gupta .. Uhffss poor Khushi .. my father have two two wives ..one is my mother and another one I haven’t seen !! .. and ..you know what .. this baby ( she touched her baby bump ) is actually not Raizada’s .. I am very very bad girl who got raped at one night .. and this goody goody Raizada found me .. and started taking Credit ... I too know he have .. some benifiit out of it .. Well .. how long are you palnning to be with her ? I know ( grinned) this world .. ha ha .. it’ fun for few days then fush fush !!! ( she said twinkling her hands )
Everyone .. grasped speacily anjali slumped on the couch learning the new fact about the girl ..
Khushi : I smoke I drink .. I .... even have Sex with mens .. !1 ( arnav just came there and garbbed her forearms)
Arnav : ( angrily roared) Enough you have spoken Khushi .. let’s get back to the room .. ( he strated dragging her to the upstairs .. with him while khushi started baeting him to get free of his grip)
Khushi : leave me You Raizada leave me ..you cannot force me ..
Nisha just stared at her brother he hardly made his voice high .. tears rolled down her cheeks ... while .. Anjali become numb after all this ..
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Once they enter inside the room ... khushi rescued her hand off him .. and pushed him
Khushi : dare you Raizada ? leave Me .. how dare you to drag me here
Arnav : what the hell you did downstairs Khushi ? can’t you behave likea normal person .. you are not the only one who is suffering from grief ! and again .. you are consuming alcahoil knowing your health condition !!
Khushi : put a stop Raizada I never said any wrong ..you sister Nisha only point me out about what I am ? and achha ? I heard she is not your own sister .. mahan ho Raizada tum .. you are fetching her without any reason ...
Arnav : Shut Up Khushi .. !! Iisten Khushi I am not going to tolerate a word against my family .. do you get that ... ( khushi blink her eyes and then slumped on the bed)
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Arnav walked downstairs only to find everyone staring at him with qwestioned filled eyes .. It was Anjali who react first
Anjali : chotte you lied to us ? It’s not your baby ?
Arnav : di we can talk ...
Anjali : what is there to talk now Chotte ? This girl was never my choice .. but still I accept it .. thinking about you and your baby which is growing inside her womb .. but now what happen today after this there is no way in which I shall accept her .. !! this is the girl who choose for yourself .. who sleeps around men ..
Arnav : di please .. it’s not the truth .. She is not like you a re thinking it’s just she is not like us ... She needs time to know the world
Anjali : Is she a kid ? I don’t think so ? and more over that the person who is supporting her baby giving it his name .. she is misbehaving with him .. and you are appreciating it ? don’t you havea spinal cord brother .. or you are sucha trash that you will not get anyother girl except her in your life ..
Arnav : I may get .. but I don’t love them .. I love her ... I know she don’t love me but I can’t stop loving her di.....
Anjali : great !!! ( nisha come and joined her hands infront arnav )
Nisha : sorry bro .. I don’t mean to say all these to her ..it was just I got angry when she started humiliating my and arjun’s relation .. it slipped from my mouth I ..i ..i .. swear ... bro .. ( she weeped harder while arti come and garbbed her arms)
Arti: hundred times I have said you to control your tongues you might donot even realize when you are hurting someone ..
Arti : arnav .. but I agree with anjali .. here .. she is right ... this is not a way to behave .. we sympathize .. with what happened to her but ..
Khushi: that’s what I hate ..Symptahy sympathy .. and sympathy ..since my childhood ..i am just getting what sympathy ... ( everyone looked at Khushi who come there )
Arnav : what are you doing here khushi havent I said you to stay back at room ..
Khushi ; I am not bound to obey your commands .. !! YES this is my baby only mine .. and I don’t need nay sympathy not from you nor you .. Nhai aapse ..( she pointed to arnav )
Arnav : khushi stop !!
Khushi : what ‘s my fault in this if my father left me and my mother and got married to another women .. !! why people accused me ? where is my fault if I was not given time to learn what the love ofd mother is because my mother is too busy in exapnsding her business ..Where is my fault if I was being a victim of someone’s hunger ? is it my fault to become pregennat at this age .. !! you know I tried to understand this society but they just pushed me away ... or sympathizing me ..i don’t need sympathy ..you know wat everyone in this world is selfish .. !! my father was selfish to leave my mother for his own enjoyment my mother was selfish to neglect me for satisfying her own ego .. and the person who raped me was selfish to kill my virtue for his own ... needs ... and I am the one to suffer ..you know whart EVERYONE HERE IN THIS WORLD IS selfish ... ( khushi’s was about to say more when she felt an abdominial pain she clutched her bbay bump and screamed) anhhh .. anhhh .. ( khushi screamed while arnav held her supporting her )
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Doctor : I warned you earlier Mr Raizada ... consuming alcahoil is not good for the pregennacy but I guess you both are not taking me seriously .. and this is the absolute reason .. I have given her medicine .. but you need to bring her for tests ... tomorrow .. untill then I can’t assure you anything .. !!
Arnav : thanks Doctor .. ( he asked hp to escort the doctor till the gate .. other family members also left the room .. )
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Next day ..
Khushi wake up feeling nauseatic .. After coming out from washroom .. Khushi wiped out her face by towel and that’s when her eyes fell on arnav who was making tea for them while sitting in the recliner
Arnav ; good morning .. how are you feeling now ? ( khushi lowered down her eyes after she sat on the recliner beside him ..) you know what have you done yesterday .. ?
Khushi: did I did anything wrong Raizada ( she tucked her hairs behind her ears Arnav passed a sarcastic smile which was enough for Khushi to understand her mistake .. She tooka deep breathe before she uttered ) s..orry
( aranv looked a t khsuhi when he heard her saying sorry did she raely said sorry ? since w hen khushi gupat started saying sorry )
Arnav : do I heard it right you are saying sorry so you accept that you are wrong yesterday
Khushi : I said sorry doesn’t mean I am wrong .. I have no intention to create maze in your family dram but your sister provoke me saying .. rubbish !! I never begged you to bring me here ..at Delhi but you brought me Now you should check how your familes behave with me .. !!
Aranv ; well I am asking you forgiveness for my sister’s inconvenient behaviour .. I agree she shouldn’t have talk like that with you ..but Khushi do you think you did right ? ( khushi looked at aranv for a while before she got up clutching her baby bump )
Arnav : I am repeating myself again .. The baby is not the one at fault why are you making it suffer by your actions .. well I know you are hurted .. but alcahoil is not the option to erase your pain if it would be I guess .. Everyone in this world turned into an alcahoilic ..
Khushi : Nisha and her mother is your step ..but still you treat them as your own
Arnav : ( sighing) that’s a long history well .. when you brought the topic then .. let you know the truth .. Yes .. Nisha is not my own sister .. and to be farnk Arti maa is the reason for our mother’s death .. But .. if you look like .. like our mother ... she was also being cheated by our father ... !! .. our mother was not strong to bear the cheating and commit suicide .. !! and .. following the way our dad did the same .. but when maa came out our door step carrying little in her arms .. I cannot let them go ? where was Nisha’s fault in this she was just a kid .. forgetting the grudges and pain I accept them whole heartedly .. !! You think you only know the meaning of pain .. Atlaest you know your parents were alive you can see them but me... !! how much may I cravbe I know my mother cannot come to me .. neither my father .. if I counts my pain comparing with you it wouldn’t be more but neither it will be less .. Only the person who went through it knows how it feels to see your mother dieng infront of you but you were helpless .. !! ( arnav closed his eyes letting a lone drop of tear escaped from his eyes .. )
Khushi: but .. looking at you it never look like you have hidden so much pain Raizada
Arnav : Well is there any benefits holding the wounds .. Life has to go on khushi .. happiness sadness pain .. all are the part of life We need to accept it and move on rather than crying on the same thing ..
Khushi : are you somehow taunting me Riazada ? ( arnav just got up from his chair passing sarcastic smile )
Arnav : khushi you have an appointment at hospital for your check up so get reday or else we will be late aur haan I will kindly reqwest you not to bring the truth of Nisha being the illegimiate child of this house .. she doesn’t know the truth and I don’t want her to know also ..
To be cntd
