hello,l i am bella and i am really fat, and i want too loose weight so people will stop making fun of me and call me a land whale and so i will stop hating myself and so maybe the voices will stop.
im writing this during class, tonight will be my first night of this, i made the decision awhile ago beause everyone has been saying how fat i am even my mom
im going to my friends house afterschool
im going to eat as little as i can
by saying im not hungry of course, i usually eat alot when im there, she makes me eat because she knows how i feel about my body
maybe i'll share my weight right now later
my medicine i take has made me gain over 20 pounds
so im alot heavier, ive been big all my life and have been bullied for it all my life
well
its time to make a change
i'll post how the rest of today went once i get home form my friends house
(shes actually my girlfriend hehehe)
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my eating diary
Teen Fictionhello, i am going to be using this as an eating diary, because i want to post what i eat daily, my goal is to be under 1000 calories a day and my goal weight is 100 i dont want hate i need to do this
