Emerald love

Chapter three

Standing at Raphael's door step, I felt my heart beat faster than usual. I heard shuffling at the other end of the door and then the door was opened. Starring at Raph, standing in front of me dressed in nothing but his Gucci shorts, I couldn't help but lick my lips at how hot he looked right now. He is so handsome it makes me even wonder if he is real.

His tan is perfect. His skin flawless. His chocolate tabs make him all the more unreal. He isn't too big up there but that adds to his charm. My heart aches at the sight of him.

He surprised us both by picking me up bridal style and carrying me to his room ignoring his mother's curses and warnings. Closing the door behind him, he set me on my feet and engulfed me in a bear hug. For a moment I forgot what I came here for but then it all came back.

Pushing him away from me I took a step backwards before my hand came flying across this face. He placed his hand on the spot I just slapped and looked at me waiting for an explanation.

"Why did u not tell me all that had happened? Why did u kill Jay and why did u let me get hurt?" I screamed tears streaming down my face

"Beauty I did I cause I love u" he said after a moment

"Love me? I don't think u would kill the boy friend of the one u love. I don't think someone in love would be apart from the person he loves for so long. And worst of all pretend not to know the person" I spat tears flowing uncontrollably down my cheeks.

Raking his hand through his hair, I saw how hurt he was at my words and how frustrated he was "Beauty I never shot Jay intentionally. I saw him shoot u that had venom cursing through my veins. I came to see u in the hospital but ur parents drove me away saying I should stay away from u and that it was what u needed. I swear Beauty I never meant to hurt u" he said taking a step closer.

Holding my hands up in defense, I took another step backward. " pls stay away from me. " I say tears blurring my vision" do u know how many night I woke up in the middle of the night crying and aching? Begging some invisible force to keep me away from harm? Asking myself why I'm wanted? Do u know just how painful it is to finally realize that the person I love was the solution to all those sleepless nights? Raph!!" I yelled " at least a text could do" I cry

"Beauty my mom ceased my phone when my trial was ongoing. She still hasn't returned it pls understand me. I love u so much and I missed u too" he said took me in his arms placing his lips on mine.

He started moving his lips in a slow tempting pace forcing my lips open with his tongue. I was so lost in the kiss that I forgot why I was angry. Pulling me closer to him, I moaned as my stomach came in contact with his now hardened man hood. A moan escaped from my lips and I had to come back to earth. Pulling away from him, I slapped him again and shouted

"I hate u Raphael I hate u. I don't ever want to see u ever again all what I felt for u is gone. Dead and buried understood??" I say more tears coursing down my cheeks.

I ran to the door ignoring the tears that stood in his eye's my heart breaking into a million pieces per second. I ran towards my car sitting inside and crying my eyes out. Why the fuck did I say all that? I asked my self. DAMN I say crying all the tears in my body.