filled with emptiness

with every step

i escape a little more

leaving everything behind

i am and know

how did I get here

i was so sure

my soul was so pure

like newly fallen snow

but all the dirt covers it now

concealing all the beauty

that there should be

don't want to talk

cause i'd confess it's true

so i'm going on this walk

suffering from all i've to go through

i feel nothing

but everything

every time I cry

and don't know why

every disturbing night

i have this fight

with myself

starring at my shelf

and in my head

there's the unending thread

of mistakes, failures and flaws

which have caused my scars

all i say is

i'm working on it

that's why i miss

every chance to open up

don't want to show

my weakness

don't want to show

i'm filled with emptiness