Monster of my Anxiety

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Its needle-thin fingers are

black like deep shadows,

Gnarled and deformed

as if run through a blender.

I can hear It dragging itself across my cheap carpet,

wheezing like a broken accordion.

It only comes when the yelling starts,

When monsoons flow from my mother's eyes,

When my baby sister runs to my room,

a blanket around her face like a Russian doll,

Her eyes painted a dim blue

And her face wet and smudged—

It only comes when my darkness matches Its own 

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