It was a normal day.
Every child went to school, the parents to work and me to hell. School was never a good place for me. I mean ew... school sucks. I know that school is important but for me it wasn't so easy at all. Me and my family moved to another city last year and our new neighborhood Isn't so interesting. There are so many teenagers but they are all the time inside. They are on their phones, ps4 or whatever. And then there's me. A boring crazy teenager that struggles with everything and everyone. Uhhh... sometimes I am so happy to be different.. but other times I wish I could be like all the other girls. It was the first day at school and I was nervous okay. I have anxiety and I can't talk to other people. Everything is wrong with me. Literally everything. I am a mess and a huge mistake. I can't even decide. Well u got it I am a loser haha but anyways I need to find some special clothes for the first day at school. Imagine if I find someone like me. That would be a dream omg! So I found some black clothes and I am gonna wear my bandana and ready to go! Everything was like everyday outside. But as I walked on the other side of the street I saw that guy that came out of the house... he was.. he was... ah never mind 😒 he is maybe like every other boy. He only wants that one thing.. but I knew it exactly that i liked him. Ew...um no he was the cutest boy that I've ever seen. But will I see him again? Will he notice me one day? Will we be able to talk or something? There are so many questions in my mind that I can't think. Maybe I am in love with a stranger? Love from the first sight? That means that u love the appearance of the person and not the character... but it seemed like I have seen and known him before. I started to walk faster because i was so nervous for no reason. I needed to repeat the class because we moved so many times and I missed so many important things at school. Everything would be so embarrassing uhhh.. 😭 I always tried to be that perfect girl. For ME, my family, at school, with my "friends"... but I couldn't be like that anymore. I would give everything for the people that I love and I would accept them just the way they are no matter what. Sometimes I feel like I am so lonely.. I couldn't stop thinking of that boy. As I arrived at school I went toy new class and the people there were so um.. okay they didn't give a damn about me they didn't care. I was alone.
- "I am sorry for being too late mrs. Montgomery... but I am new to this city and I had some problems you know"he said....
