Do you still love me?(izuku x reader)pt2 (complete)

Sad day

I woke up on the couch. No one was there the house was empty. I guess the person was something that my mind made up. No then how did I get down from hanging my self. I didn't look at my phone I didn't want to. I knew I had to go to work and write a report over yesterday. I got up and dressed and out the door.

Hands in my pockets I walked down the street. Some people and students said thank you to me for doing what I did. I smiled and hid my true feelings. I hate everything. Even though it's a bright beautiful day in my eyes it's the darkest it's ever been. I walked up to my agency that I worked at. I looked up at the tall building and walked up the stairs. I walked in and the room went silent. Everyone stared at me as I went to the elevator and went up to my office.

I walked in and looked in the mirror I had on the wall I looked like shit. I started on it and my agent walked in.

"Hey sweetheart."

"Don't call me that please."

"Ummm ok but we texted you that you didn't have to came up today. We are giving you paid leave to relax and fix you emotionally state."

"Oh ummmm sorry I am not looking at my phone for the day. I will go."

"Ok feel better."

"I will try."

I left but I didn't go home I went to our old hang out spot. In the woods there was a flower patch. We used to come here to hide from Bakugo and to get away from everything. I sat in the field playing with a flower. I was getting a little bored and no one was around so I decided to sing my feelings out. (Play video at the top)

You're in your head, keep it cool
Just wanna keep doing what we do
You do you, I'll do me
I'll call you back, when I feel the need
Yeah we chilled, a couple weeks
But don't think twice, 'cause It's not deep
I'm not the one, you want to stay
And you would know that, if you knew me that way
Run from me
You ain't gonna find no love, baby
You should run from me
Just a little bit of company
Yeah that's all you gonna get from me, 'cause
I'm so numb, I can't lie
I'd be fine, if you left tonight
Know you want, a ride or die
But that's not me, no that's not I
I'm so numb, I can't lie
I'd be fine, if you left tonight
Know you want, a ride or die
But that's not me, no that's not I
I'm so numb
Roll alone, overdosed
I lost too much, when I got too close
Which is why I can't stay, I gotta go
I'm so numb and my heart's so cold
I'm sorry that, I let you down
I'm only here 'cause it works right now
I'm not the one, you want to stay
And you would know that, if you knew me that way
Run from me
You ain't gonna find no love, baby
You should run from me
Just a little bit of company
Yeah that's all you gonna get from me, 'cause
I'm so numb, I can't lie
I'd be fine, if you left tonight
Know you want, a ride or die
But that's not me, no that's not I
I'm so numb, I can't lie
I'd be fine, if you left tonight
Know you want, a ride or die
But that's not me, no that's not I
I'm so numb, I can't lie
I'd be fine, if you left tonight
Know you want, a ride or die
But that's not me, no that's not I
I'm so numb, I can't lie
I'd be fine, if you left tonight
Know you want, a ride or die
But that's not me, no that's not I
I'm so numb
I'm so numb
I'm so numb

I looked up and fell back laying in the flowers looking up at the clouds. I have nothing the only thing I have is my hero license. I don't know why I still have it I have killed so many times. As I was thinking I fell asleep.

I woke up and it was dark. I got up and decided to go say hi to Alex on my way home. I knocked on the door it took her a minute but she came.

"Girl you look like shit and I am trying to watch hentai what you want."