His Till We Lose [BL] [English Version] [√]

Chapter 08

Wang Yibo stared at the face in front of him without realizing it had been almost twenty minutes since he had done that. He was thinking about how he could be in a place like this now, staring at the face of a sweet man he once hated so deeply that he almost went crazy.

How did Wang Yibo even think if he could do everything for that sweet man, giving everything, something he had never thought of let alone do in his life.

No matter how many times he thought about what he was feeling at that sweet man, Wang Yibo was still trying to believe in his mind, as his father had said since he was a child to understand what his father had said, that feeling was something that would deceive you, being the only  what Wang Yibo must believe to be able to endure the lies is to believe in your thoughts.

Wang Yibo trusted everything his father said, he never doubted what his family had inherited, until the moment his mind could not even explain what he felt to Xiao Zhan. No matter how deep Wang Yibo thought about the reason why Xiao Zhan suddenly turned into someone he wanted to have, he didn't find that answer. But his feelings knew, they made him flutter for the first time in twenty-five years, that Wang Yibo had to have Xiao Zhan and make that sweet man to stay by his side so he could protect him.

If Xiao Zhan was not nearby, Wang Yibo would not be able to stop thinking about whether the sweet man was okay, whether the sweet man was eating properly and sleeping properly. He was worried about all these things if he did not keep the sweet man by his side.

Wang Yibo should have hated Xiao Zhan, their relationship should only have been on the bed, he should not have been here and stared at Xiao Zhan's sleeping face with the desire to give the sweet man everything.

Wang Yibo had never slept in a cramped room and only reasoned the thin mattress on the floor, he had never slept crammed like this, but for the first time he felt very alive, even closing his eyes could feel this beautiful.

"What? I'm really in love with this guy?"

Wang Yibo murmured that in his heart, while his right hand gently stroked Xiao Zhan's cheek that was still asleep. He was remembering all the things he had seen and heard from the film he had watched in Japan at that time.  arrived to be so valuable and the smallest thing that sweet man did attracted him, even if the sweet man was silent without doing anything, you can only sit and look at him without saying anything just just look at him and your feelings can improve because of that.

Wang Yibo seemed to be able to feel Xiao Zhan, he could be uncomfortable when he saw the sweet man sad and he felt relieved when he saw that he was fine.

When asking what will happen when you don't even plan to have all those feelings, don't have any reason to explain it, you just fall in love with it, just fall in love without knowing what and who started it.

Xiao Zhan's expression, which still looked very deep and comfortable, suddenly turned into a slightly anxious look, his brow furrowed, as if he was having a bad dream.