You occupy my mind nowadays.
I talked to one of my closest friends a while ago. She moved elsewhere after we started college. We got to talking about our college days. We somehow landed on you.
She always wondered if you and I were going to end up together. She always thought there was something about you and me.
That got me thinking about all our encounters. Our late night conversations. Our random outings.
Which then led to what ifs.
I know we don't have a chance now. But hear me out, will you? Think of this as a letter from me to you. Hopefully by the end of this, I will have moved on from all these thoughts of us.
I've known you for four years and that counts for something, I hope.
I thought we didn't have anything special, but let me dive into the what ifs.
What if I knew there was something about you and me back when I could have done something about it?
What if I told you the truth?
What if I could pluck up the courage to tell you now?
What if she was right?
YOU ARE READING
Our What Ifs
ContoAs cliche as it sounds, I keep wondering about our what ifs. This is just something I needed to get off my chest for a while now. If I can't tell him, I might as well let it out here.
