☾︎𝔏𝔬𝔳𝔢 𝔐𝔢 ℑ𝔫𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔞𝔡☽︎ ˡᵉᵉ ᵈᵒⁿᵍʰʸᵘᶜᵏ

Hesitance

After what happened that day I had been staying at home for two days, Hyunjin tried calling me but I refused to talk. Maybe I'm afraid, afraid of what may come, what he might say. I didn't want it to end, not our relationship.

People have told me I was too attached to him, I am and that's why I can't let him go, selfish, a hypocrite. I only wanted him.

He was the only one there for me when I was broken and alone, always so kind and reassuring. I knew he had a reason on why he acted this way but I don't want to know and yet I do.

But I can't stay at home forever, I decided today it would be time to go out. I got myself ready and set off for college.

I stopped inside a cafe to get some coffee and on my way there I saw Donghyuck, he's among the very few people who talks to me along side my high school friends. I started to approach him trying to strike up a conversation but I was hesitant, would he mind me talking to him?

I decided not to approach and just order my coffee, while I was waiting in line, I felt someone behind me then I felt a tap on my shoulder.

"I knew it was you, didn't you see me?, He said as he smiled curiously.

"I did but decided not to call you", I said as I proceeded to order.

"And I thought we were friends", he faked cried but smile soon after.

"Friends, we're friends?", The word felt foreign to me, I have no friends in college. We all went our seperate ways.

"Are you dumb?", he said

"Maybe I am", laughing at him and hitting him ever so lightly ," Friends then". He grinned.

–TBC-