Epilogue

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December 12, 2014 - Last update

After Harry's death I was never the same. I held a simple funeral. My speech was an hour long. Only a few people I allowed to show up. After the funeral, my eyes were nearly swollen shut. I begged the grave diggers to keep his body at the church and they complied. I slept next to his body that night. It may've seemed creepy, but when I talked it felt like he was there and just listening. You really had to be in my shoes. The next day I was the only one at the burial. I whispered how many times I loved him. When they lowered him to the ground I cried some more. I was surprised there were any tears left. I watched them fill up the hole and place the tombstone. I had the tombstone say:
Harry Styles
1997-2014
Husband, Best Friends and Lover
Forever And Always

He technically was a husband to me. It just hadn't been official. The promise ring was enough. That was making a promise to be together. Forever and always. And he still was. After he was buried I went back to our (his) house. We started calling it ours. I sat on the couch and took a deep breath. The house smelled like him. That's when I realized I was alone. With nobody. I got up to get a drink of water when I spotted something on the table. It was a little black box sitting upon a purple envelope. I walked over to it first picking up the envelope. It read:

Hi Louis, It's Haz! I never got to give you any kind of ring or anything so I'm doing it now. I had somebody get this for me and now I'm giving it to you now. It's not much, but I wanted you to have it. And your not alone. Go make some friends, get out our house! Have some fun. I have to go, but I love you with every fiber of mu being. I love you, Louis forever and Always.

Love, Harry

I would've been crying again, but I was out of tears. I opened the velvety box and I saw a silver ring and engraved on the inside it said: Harry Loves His Louis ♡ . Then the tears started falling down my face causing a searing pain, but I didn't care. I slipped it on the middle finger cause that was the gay marriage finger. I decided I was going to make friends. I wasn't going to be depressed, at least not for a long time. I'd try to enjoy the rest of my life, but I'll never forget the one who made my life worth living.

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That's it. Love u guys.

-britishwriterliv

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