Quite Black Girl

Ch.4

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I walked into school, not in the mood Ryan wasn't here today so I knew I was gonna be quiet I just hoped no one bothered me.

"Skinny bitch. Hey, guys don't she look like one of those kids from those African commercials." I heard from behind me with laughter behind it. I don't know why I always let her say slick shit. Maybe because I'm fair and want a fair match? Yeah but she's gonna run out of my sympathy points and learn soon.

When the bell rang for lunch I was actually happy I was so hungry. My stomach growls really loud so I'm glad I don't have to hear her anymore.

"Hey,"  JJ said walking on the side of me. I smacked my teeth and sped hoping he'd leave me alone.

"Girl please don't be like that."

"Boy please don't bother me."

"What you so rude for?"

"What you so annoying for?"

"Whatever."

"Why do you constantly bother me? You were so anti-Atelia last year what changed?! I don't know if you have some stupid crush on me or what it is, once a colorist always a colorist."

"I never meant you harm I'm sorry and you stay saying that that color shit when I'm black how can I be a colorist."

"Well was I suppose to feel good hearing those mean ass attempts to hurt me. If I was naïve for a second I would have probably killed myself. Then what?! I bet you'd be even more sorry right. Whatever you planning with Venessa stop because I'm not stupid Jacari." I said walking away I quickly wiped my tears away.

Remembering all the awful shit that was said to me because of how I look. It doesn't matter how strong I am words will forever hurt. They might not get to me to bad but I feel it.

I just know this whole being nicer to me act is bullshit it's my junior year I'm trying to actually enjoy it.

"A little less drama aye?'

Camer

"Wah Gwan!" We gave each other a big hug I missed her Jamaican butt.

"Wah Gwan! How was the trip."

"Ehh it was fun some days bad other." She said.

"At least you had a break."

"Yeah it was cool I missed home here."

"How was your day so far."

"Mi deh yah, and you." I filled her in on everything telling was hilarious because her reactions I even told her about those crazy guys at the car shop she believed me too.

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As I was getting on my bike I saw my best friend Joyce now let me break it down I honestly don't like best friends but out of my group of the few I have, it's Ryan, Joyce, and Cameron.

"Hey wait up." She said running to me I loved Joyce like me she faces colorism and texturism and the crazy part is she's "light-skinned" to with pretty eyes but she's Biracial and identifies as biracial which makes me love her even more.