Life's A Bitch

Chapter II

I feel like I put up with so much bullshit. But people will not take me seriously if I just say Im going to do something and really don't. I want to talk to my mom and see what she thinks, but being as though she is never here its hard for me to try to release my teenage problems. Not to mention that me and my mother really don't have a mother daughter relationship.

I think we were actually fine until my mother started messing with the lady Tonya. Sometimes I don't really think my mother be at work, I think she be in that funky bitch face. Tonya is this lady my mother fuck with. I don't like her cause the bitch think she me and my sister mother. Bitches come into people families and wanna play house.

She got her own kids that she dont even take care of. I really just don't like her because when she came everything started to change. My mother wasn't here before, but she definitely is not here now. Like even on the weekends she not here. Most of the time she comes in, takes a shower, get dressed, does her makeup leaves me and Cam money, kisses us, and leaves.

Tonya is really mean and nasty and think she run shit. Like one day I remember me and Cameren baked some cookies and I never cleaned up our mess because Cam had an accident on herself, so of course I had to clean her up.

Tonya came in  my house like "I don't know who you think is going to clean this mess up, but it aint going to be me". I looked like "Who is this bitch talking to, cause she aint talking to me". I walked in the kitchen and said to her "I'm going to do it, I had duties to take care of". She turned around and looked appalled that I said that to her. I interrupted her broken down face and said " Yes, Im talking to you".

I didn't want to disrespect her because thats my mother girl, but she pushing it. Im tired of her. But if my mom likes it I love it.

I feel like having to always babysit Cam I never have time alone to myself anymore. I always have to do everything for her, but I am not her mother. I just want someone new to talk to, someone who understands me. I have no one to really talk to any more. My mom is not there for me like she is supposed to. Austin is a sorry ass excuse for a boyfriend.

Since Cameren is at school for the next hour, I'm just about to run to the store to get dinner. I walked in Shoppers and got some chicken breast, shredded cheese, shrimps, crab meat and broccoli. I was planning to make stuffed chicken breast with crabmeat and shrimp with a side of broccoli.

As I was in the line about to get the items rung up, I saw this boy out the corner of my eye. Damn he looked GOOD! He was brownskin and tall with pretty hazel eyes. I was so worried about the boy I saw I wasn't paying attention to the lady telling me my total. "Sixteen seventy- three" the lady said. "Oh sorry" I said to her feeling a little guilty of me not paying attention.  

When I grabbed all of my things, I was walking out the door when the boy I was looking at walked up to me. "Wassup ma" he said licking his lips. I blushed a little. "Nothing, just picking up some groceries for me and my little sister" I said. "Yeah I see, I see you around here all the time with her, she's very pretty.. Just like you" he said.

I blushed even more, but never responded because I sat there looking stupid with a big kool-aid smile on my face. He tapped me and said "You good ma"? I chuckled, "Yes, Im okay. I just haven't had a boy as fine as you ever tell me Im pretty".

He looked sad as if I said something wrong. "Look ma" he said, "don't ever let a niggah make you feel less than what you are. Your fucking beautiful. I mean what I say". I smiled so hard. I said to him "Thank you, you aren't too bad yourself". "My name is Teon, what's your name?" he asked me. "My name is Amaree London---". I was cut off by him saying " London, I love that name. Is it alright if I call you by your middle name"?

My dad used to call me that but he's in and out of my life. So I figured why not. " Of course you can" I said. "Okay London, next question." He said. "What"? "Why don't you give me your number so that we can get to know each other better?" I thought he'd never ask! "Yeah, you can have my number and you give me yours". After we exchanged numbers, I was smiling the rest of the walk home.

When I walked in the apartment building I heard moaning. As I walked further up the steps, it sounded as if it was coming from my house and it was. When I walked in the door is was the hoe Ashley fucking Austin in my house. "WHAT THE FUCK"! I yelled. Both of them looked at me as if they saw a fucking ghost.

I dropped the groceries right where I was standing and grabbed my mothers baseball bat. I looked at Austin with hatred and rage in my eyes. " YOU BITCH" I said. He ran holding holding his hands up scared that I was going to hit him with the bat. "Baby, Im sorry... please forgive me" he said. Baby?

This nigga must have lost his rabbit ass mind! "BITCH IN MY HOUSE! YOU GONNA FUCK ANOTHER BITCH"? I said as I swung the bat hitting him in his rib cage. I was livid! I hit him repeatedly with the bat and didn't stop until I saw blood.

I never felt so much betrayal and hurt in my entire life until that moment! I whooped his ass with that bat and it felt damn good! As many times as he beat me and cheated on me. The nigga deserved the ass whooping he got! I didn't get a chance to get Ashleys' ass cause the hoe ran before I could get to her. Scared bitch.