it wasn't until late at night when stan was getting ready for bed that he noticed his book was gone. and the second he did he went straight into panic mode.
dumping out his school bag and digging through all of his drawers, looking everywhere he could think of looking.
by the time he had checked everything his normally clean room was a total mess, and he was laying face down on his bed, tears in his eyes as he thought about every possible place that it could have ended up.
who it could have ended up with.
stan knew that if anyone found it and read everything he wrote, everything would be over for him. every single embarrassing thing he wrote about himself, about his feelings for richie.
he regretted it. he regretted ever listening to his therapist.
stan was awake all night, staring at his ceiling, his face red and cheeks stained with tears. he had run out of energy a long time ago, yet his mind was still racing.
if only richie knew the position stan was in.
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Diary //Stozier
FanficRichie just so happens to get a hold of Stans diary, and decides to look through it
